Undefined Love

Affection

"I'm sorry" the ravennette apologises his cheeks and ears instantly turning pink. The fact that this was his first time apologising made Jeongguk cringe badly. He just wanted the ground to swallow him.

Taehyung was taken aback by the ravennette's apology. Yes he was hurt physically and mentally of what the mob boss did to him last night but didn't give too much thought about it. Because he was the one who partially suggested it in the first place. And for jeongguk he would willingly do anything.

But he couldn't deny that hearing Jeongguk apologies makes him feel good and appreciated. After all the mob boss doesn't apologies on daily basis. It was like a cold water to his burning heart. It makes him feel giddy. Yet he still needs to know the reason for the ravennette's sudden apology.

"W-what? F-for what?" He confusingly questioned.

"For everything" Jeongguk softly let out. Reaching for Taehyung's soft hand, while his other hand hand carefully holding his bruised chubby cheeks.

Taehyung's heart started to beat faster. The gentle touches of Jeongguk and his soft gaze makes his stomach erupt with millions of butterflies. Their close proximity was enough for him to feel the ravennette's breath. The mob boss' lips was just an inch away from his. The desire to kiss him was huge. But he can't.

Jeongguk was close yet so far from his reach. This thought made him look down in sadness. But the ravennette was quick to hold his chin in place.

"Look at me Tae, I want you to look at me so that you will know how sincere I am with my apology by looking through my eyes." The older started.

"I'm sorry, not only for the last night but also for the times that I've been an ass to you. Last night, I was heavily wasted and influenced by stuff. I wasn't aware of my actions, Tae. What I knew that time was that I needed to destroy something. But still, it wasn't a valid reason to hurt you. No, actually with or without reasons I shouldn't hurt you. You're a pure and kind soul. You don't deserve to be hurt. I will not ask for your forgiveness. Because I will definitely earn it. I want to correct my mistakes" Jeongguk sincerely spoke what's truly inside his heart.

The younger couldn't help but cry loudly. Big fat tears rolling down his eyes. His mouth opened releasing loud crying sounds. Lastly he was wiping his snot carelessly.

Jeongguk wasn't disgusted. In fact he cooed at the sight. The younger looks like a big baby.

"I-is this true? Am I dreaming? Please let it be true." Taehyung could hardly speak.
Panicking that he might be dreaming.

"Hey Tae, calm down please. You're not dreaming baby" the mob boss unconsciously let out. He was too focus in stopping the younger from panicking that he was unaware of what he just called the beauty.

Days have passed swifty when the ravennette vowed to earn the beauty's apology. He started to treat Taehyung better. And unconsciously do things that only makes the younger fall deeper for him.

"Gukkie! Welcome home!" The little beauty bolted from where he was sitting when he saw the mob boss entering the mansion. Jumping on the ravennette excitedly like he was some sort of a tree. And wrapped his limbs around the older. Hugging him tightly.

"Oof, you're getting heavier this days Ta-- oh oh it hurts stop it. I'm sorry" the ravennette suddenly exclaimed when the younger bit his ears.

"Let me down gukkie! You're so mean!" Teahyung said poutingly, struggling to get out of the ravennette's strong grasp.

"Chuckles* nope, I don't mind carrying you. What's the use of this huge muscles if I can't carry a fatty piggy~~~" the mob boss teased the little beauty again.

"WHAT! that's it! You're not getting your favorite meal tonight!. (not taebooty u perv😂)

"Ohh that's sad, I'm kinda hungry today because of the stressful meetings. it's ok I will just sleep empty stomach. Here I bought strawberries for you" Jeongguk softly said looking at the younger with his doe bunny eyes, showing him a box which contains the fruit inside. Guilt tripping Taehyung, because he knows how weak the younger is for him.

"What! Why didn't you not say it immediately? Let's go to the kitchen. I will feed you." A very concerned beauty said jumping off from the ravennette's hold and took his coat and brief case on his little hand. Leading him towards the kitchen. Hands linked together.

And the mob boss followed the beauty obediently while smiling like a fool.

Their relationship has undeniably got closer after that horrendous night. The ravennette wasn't actually lying when he said that he would make it right.

He took care of Teahyung when he was still in Seokjin's clinic. And when he was finally released the mob boss decided that the younger should shift to his bedroom, so that he could continuously takes care of him.

Attending to his every needs- like bathing him and applying ointment on his back, vagina and butthole. Trying his best not to get hard while doing it. He was also the one who changes the younger's  bandages, too possessive to let Seokjin do the task. Right after he would dress Taehyung with his hoodies and T-shirts, which  almost drown the beauty from how big it is on his small frame. And lastly he would randomly bring something for the younger, everytime he gets home from his company or mafia missions.

Even though Taehyung is aware that the ravennette were doing this things to lessen his guilt, it still didn't fail to make him feel special and loved. This is what he wanted from a very long time. Jeongguk's affection.

The mere thought of Jeongguk going back from what he used to be, ignoring him and just talked when it's necessary scared him to death.

But he was beyond happy when the ravennette continues to show him affection. It makes him feel like he was already Jeongguk's lover.

Everything's smoothly for Taehyung, the only thing that's bothering him was that he constantly feels sick. Getting dizzy every now and then. Vomiting his foods. And gaining weight fastly.

This made the mob boss worried and alert. Ready to bring Taehyung to Seokjin, but the younger quickly denied saying that he is alright.