COMPLETELY US (BOOK 2 OF COMPLETELY MINE ) Story Completed

Chapter 6

💖CHAPTER 6 💖 

ALEC POV 

when i entered his room.. He is not there, I heard a rustling sound  from the bathroom … I sat on the bed and waited for him to come out… I saw a little box of capsules on the nightstand.. My heart skips a beat, an unrecognizable fear and pain consumes me..I take it, before I could read it, I pray that it is not what I think… but to my disappointments I know that, it is a suppressor.. I don't know what to think..my mind fogging with fear … I don't know What to ask… he is ready to avoid me even in this condition… I lost my hope and stood on my feet… when I tried to move, I heard the bathroom door swing open.. He saw me with a vial of medicine in my hand.. And he is struggling to say something. But the words are getting out of his mouth… 

I looked into his eyes and a drop of tears left my eyes.i whipped it before he could notice  . I look at the little box again and throw it on the bed… I walked towards the doorway .. But my alpha was dying inside because of this distance and ignorance from his own mate .. No alpha can take his omega's rejection.. Not especially on their heat… they have the urge to mate and we have the urge to knot… that's how it works..but that's not the only reason we love being in heat, we love to share the care and comfort to our omega, it's a right time to show how much you love him and how much you care for him , they become weak and always in need for his mate's warmness and  pampering.. Those days are a gift from god for our 2nd genders . Taking a suppressor when your alpha is next to you is an indirect way of rejecting your mate… in the past he took a suppressor because he didn't know that I was his mate .. The moment we kissed for the first time.. He stopped taking it.. 

But now?? I don't know what's running in his mind.. I felt useless and I felt like I am not capable of his love anymore.. I stood there like a statue.. I didn't turn around to face him.. I'm still looking at the door.I have to spill out . "I thought we had a misunderstanding, so you hate me for a period of time.. I thought it would be alright soon… I thought you still loved me, by the way you kissed me last night.. I was trying hard to control myself not to hurt you anymore with my words ..my anger!!(I squeeze my hand) I thought that was the problem… I even thought of begging you to Stay with me and love me again.. (I chuckled while  wiping my tears which were shedding involuntarily) but I don't know you went so far from me, you choose to keep your distance from me.. like I can't reach you anymore, I can't have you anymore …like  you hate me and you don't need me anymore… What did I do magnus? To get this much distance and hater from you… I don't really know. I don't know… if my words and anger are the  only thing which keeps you away from me.i promise, I will repair myself, just give me sometime.. please don't leave me again magnus "I said and he didn't utter a single word in return .. I heard only the sniffing sound, I know he is crying just like me,which I hate to see, the last thing I want to see is his crying … So I left.. I think I am pressuring him too much.. 

I feel on the bed, on my stomach.. I buried my face on the pillow.." you take a suppressor to avoid me.. What should I do with this bond we have.. I still smell you magnus.. It's driving me crazy. What should I do to control myself? " I thought and tried to distract myself with my memories… my mind found something which is not helping at all… 

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It's one of those days I lived happily with my magnus… we were getting ready for our family dinner and I called him so many times but he is not coming out from our Bedroom… Max and Madzie waited for us and finally gave up…"dada.. Can you please divorce him.." madzie said sarcastically.. "well that's a good idea. But you both have a teddy bear to hug and  sleep with, but I have only him so I need him at least for my peaceful sleep everyday.. So we will forgive him" I countered playfully… "Dada!!! I will buy you a giant teddy.." Madzie said, laughing at me.. "Okay but this one talks all the time… only, I can switch it off … I want the one who talks non stop like your papa.. Did you have one?" I asked her, by adjusting her shoes.."no!!! It's okay.. keep him with you . Me and maxy leaving with aunt izzy byeee!!" she waved and joined Izzy … . They know their papa well, so they both left with their aunt izzy and clary… I was standing alone in the living room…