I don't care...
I don't care
The words repeat in my mind as I walk up the stairs
I walk in the locker room
Throw down my bags
Everyone around me they
Nag nag nag
Chat chat chat
I want to yell and pull out my hair
It bugs me so much they don't notice I'm there
Why can't I be regular like everyone else?
Why can they talk and can't?
Why can't I have friends when they do?
It's not fair I was born this way
I can't help it that I can't talk striaght
That I'm too shy
Too small
Too pathetic
So invisible
Little
If only they understood how I'm not alright
If only they knew how I feel inside
They taunt
They tease
The smack and they
Squeeze
Prying beating my feelings out
Spinning, spinning
Like a roundabout
If only they knew me
Then they would know
There's more then what they see
Their judgment level so low