Gedichte & Songtexte

doppelmoppel

Ich hatte bei meiner alten besten Freundin geschlafen, hatten uns nach langem wieder gesehen. Sie ging pennen, ich war die Nacht wach. Mit der Nase Staubsauger gespielt. If you know you know.
Jedenfalls fing ich an das zu schreiben.
Ein Tag war vergangen, dass ich den Abstand wollte.
Der Song besteht aus zwei Teilen bzw. zwei Stellungnahmen.
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„It would end like this, doesn't it?"
/
„skyline eyes"

my body is made of sugar,
how could I describe, should I even tell ya?
The rain is turning into a hooker,
but you do surprise, carrying an umbrella.

But you're holding just for yourself.
Should have known, it would end like this.
You always were there, for me, to help,
and now.. all I can do is miss...-

...-ing, every little ‚us time'.
I just can't realize, I didn't make you mine.
Was so sure, that you were the one.
Now I've lost everything and I'm all alone.

Hurt to see you, running back to her.
You even know that she doesn't care.
For you, I would be always there,
But I won't ever again come any near.

Your reaction, I didn't see it coming.
Felt like a deadly sharp knife.
You stabbed me, my blood is running.
Why don't you just also end my life?

Knowing that I'll never be his.
Should have stolen another kiss.
Didn't see it coming, it would end like this.

Words can't describe my agony,
but yours did hurt like hell.
From saving my sanity,
getting murdered pretty well.

Thankful for respect and apology.
But still standing on my knees.
No one will ever make me as happy,
as you, just no one can and will succeed.

My gut was right, you wouldn't love me.
Your better option, too stupid to see.
Ive even tried showing you, you even listened.
But thoughts thinking other things, conditioned.

Can't be sober, It just don't feel right.
I know that drugs won't solve this ,
But even if it's just for one night,
I only want to reminisce.

I wish I'd know, what's in your head,
when you're sitting alone in your room.
Tell me, is it hard to leave your bed?
Or without me, you even start to bloom?

Cause all I try to think of, is,
anything else, but thinking of you.
Can't stand all this betrayal and hateress.
Now there is nothing just to love to.

Maybe we ruined our friendship,
surely I hope we did or do not,
making ourselves collide and making us sink.
Im full of thoughts, they do hurt a lot.

I could never stop writing this.
My head won't stop being a bitch.
Describing, how you're making me pissed,
I wish, I would have been stronger, to resist...

...you're beauty made me blind.
you're warming heart, became my home.
But you're only thinking of me at night.
Had rather broken every bone.

Wouldn't hurt so much at all,
comparing to a broken ripped heart.
You healed and poisoned my soul.
I'll never find someone, getting those apart.

You gifted me with love and respect,
like I have never, ever received.
It's my fault, I got that wrecked.
Never was more sure, he'd never leave.

You don't deserve me, I am to good for that.
I don't deserve being always so sad.
At least you have apologized for that,
but it won't change the pain,
it's ending like that.

Tired and depressed, all the time.
Angry and stressed, you'll never be mine.

Oh no... But...

You know, that's just fine.

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„skyline eyes" (second part)

Forget what I said, what's wrong with me?
I still didn't loose, you will belong to me!
Having those thoughts, will never help it.
how could I thought, you tried to get rid,

to get rid of me, I'm a fucking blessing.
YOU should be in you're room,
Being the one missing.

Im your only right option, but if you can't see,
I won't even let it stress, I would just leave it be.

Not my responsibility to get your feelings..
falling, just falling and falling for me.
Nothing hard you'd have to be dealing..
..With, with me, you would always feel free.

But if we have no end, this song will have one.
I hope I'll never write one about you being gone

And even if you still can't see,
Instead I'll make you just feel.
Taking and changing every fear..
in your soul, I'll make them disappear.

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I'll Make you feel,
what makes me blind.
You'd never need...... to constantly hide!
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Show me your ugly, your sorrow, your lies.
I promise, will turn to beauty in my mind.
Have never ever met „perfect" in life,
until you locked me in your skyline eyes.