Gedichte & Songtexte

heartvomit

Einfach noch restliche Kotze, über die Situation. Rap, Gedicht, idk.
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„vomit of heartbroken thoughts"

You got me. You really got me.
Red and pink, all I did see.
This cut ended really deep.
I'll never again be able too believe.

Never your intention causing pain,
You said. Never would've want that.
Boy, what the fuck's going on in your brain?
You destroyed me and caused every sad.

Why did you do this?
How could you have done,
stealing so many kisses,
while you were the only one?

What was you thought, what was you desire?
Now I'm either empty or my soul is on fire.
Really didn't see that this was all a lie.
How will I be able to keep staying alive?

I was so stupid, falling into hope.
Every little moment feels like a bad soup.
Wasn't able anymore, to feel so much love.
But I guess my all, it wasn't ever enough.

Tricked me, broke me, ripped me apart.
My brains needing a completely restart.
You didn't see me as your own reward,
you just needed me when your times were too hard.

You can't handle loneliness, you can't handle change.
But how should I proceed you turning into strange?
Can't you imagine how much I suffer?
Oh no, why should you? I'm not your lover.

First you say you only see me as your best friend,
but can't control yourself grabbing after my hand.
Both of us together, already felt like a team.
All Imaginations slowly turning into steam.

loving myself more than you'd ever could,
but regretting all of ,nothing ever understood.
first one is a lie, im way to further away.
Still my stupid ass is wishing you to stay.

Im in fear, your response, still there's nothing.
Come one boy, just answer, it's getting boring.
It's actually better if you won't ever call,
but if I won't hear you voice, I know I will fall.

Still can't just end it, in my heart it's wrong.
Even that I know, now we won't come along.
Every little piece of mine is still missing you.
Now you won't have me as your
honest fulltime boo.

Can't realize, you have really lied.
While I was distracted. Was trying to fight,
walking in daylight too, was tired of night.
Till I realized, the whole time I was blind.

You did fucking everything to make me fall,
into you, so hard, Im barely able to crawl.
Why did you do this, why did you ended me?
felt me, fucked me, fed me,
made you all I'd see.

There is no other option, no return to you.
Even now that there's hate,
for you I'm still a fool.
Can't imagine saying no, if you told me,
im the only one you're able love to feel.