AGONY

Chapter 7

Gabriela Sinaloa:

I am drunk as fuck. I've been counting my fucking fingers for the last fucking 30 minutes. I love the feeling of my head spinning and my heart beating slowly. It feels good to just say fuck it all I need this.

I want a dog. Yes, I want a dog.

I wonder what was Mario's problem? Yeah I guess I freaked him out about the whole I've never kissed story and yes it is true I've never kissed or done shit other people do, I know I'm a very different woman than the rest, I guess I make men scared or I don't know I also really don't fucking care. I love who I am even though I might have killed thousands of people, and never felt guilty about any of that ever.

I've always thought there was something wrong with me, by the way, I looked or the way I acted that's why men never looked at me. My looks never changed my confidence. But I love the way I look and I never gave a shit. But mostly at nights when I'm alone my insecurities do sometimes get the best of me.

I might be a terrible person who does terrible shit, but I don't know anything else.

I'm a woman who wants out. People want me dead, for shit I did and I deserve that.

I own a mafia, a cartel since I was...fuck since I was a child...I knew the risks I knew If I decided of taking this business into my own hands I would have to kill, fight, deal, sell, fucking murder, and risk my life for shit I don't want.

"Gabriela it's time for the meeting in the dining room." I turn to my right on the couch and look at Mario.

"Okay. Antonio is going to be pissed." I rise from the couch and I almost end up on the ground but Mario has his hand wrapped around my waist before I could hit the ground.

I let out a breath, we are so close. "You smell nice." I say.

The alcohol makes me say things I regret. But this I do not regret.

"You are so drunk you can barely walk." He curses under his breath.

"Yes, I will admit that bottle of whiskey did help a lot with the pain. I don't feel anything." I smile up at Mario.

He gades me to whatever room we have to go to.

I take my seat and smile at Antonio I choose to stay silent because he will be mad if I tell him I am drunk at the moment. You know it's a matter of life and death and then I'm just here drunk in a dining room sitting next to Mario as he watches my every move.

Antonio only gives me a look, and Leo is seated right next to him fuck I hate that asshole, he tried to seduce me so many times but u always find a way to get out of it... he just...no.

"So this morning with the attack, we found out the driver knew and was part of the plan that almost played out. He is alive and locked up. He looks like he is in a Trans and he doesn't even speak or said a word. I called a doctor to look him up, he took a few blood samples with him and we have the results here...there is some kind of drug in his system."

"What kind of drug?"

"We are not sure yet. We will have to wait a day or two for that drug to get out of his system he...just doesn't even know his name, or has any reaction to any sort of pain at all." Antonino says.

"But for now we are safe and no one knows our current location, tomorrow Mario's brother Enzo will arrive, and Aria as well, for the plan for the wedding."

"You have a brother?" I ask Mario.

"Yes."

"Wait. What wedding?" No.