This is Us - Sequel to This is Me

Chapter 16- Apologize

I woke up to the smell of bacon. Yum! I got out of bed and put on some clothes. I walked into the kitchen and saw Niall cooking. I could get used to this. I walked up to him and hugged him from behind. He didn't move an inch. He just continued cooking."You alright babe?""Yeah, why you ask?""You're just so quiet.""I didn't want to wake you, but looks like I did.""Its alright, breakfast smells delicious.""I hope so, been cooking for an hour.""Really?""Yeah, now get some food."I grabbed a plate and started piling food on it. Man am I hungry. Niall and I sat down on the couch and ate silently. When I finished eating I noticed Niall hadn't really ate. Now I know something is wrong. He noticed me staring at him and turned away. What is bugging him. He got up and took my plate and threw them away then he went into the bathroom. A couple minutes later I heard the shower going. I frowned, I wish I could join him a shower sounds nice right now. Then an idea popped in my head. I walked into the bathroom and shut the door really quietly. I looked over by the shower and there he was naked and wet. I have never seen him naked before. His eyes were closed really tight, like he was concentrating on something. I was beginning to get nervous. Maybe this wasn't a good idea. I started to get undressed, as I stood there naked I felt so scared. I'm ugly, this was such a bad idea. I see Niall open his eyes and every thought in my head just disappears. No going back. He just stands there not moving or anything. I move slowly toward the shower. My heart started racing. Can I do this? I stepped into the shower and I could hear Niall's heavy breathing, this just made mine even heavier. Finally I spoke after what seemed like hours."Hi.""Hey.""I wanted to take a shower too.""I can see that."I blushed. Why is this so awkward? He then pulled me into his arms, so that the water was going on both of us. He took the shampoo and started washing my hair. I did the same for him and we washed up and got out. It wasn't so bad after awhile. I walked out of the bathroom and went to the bathroom. I decided to wear some shorts.They were short enough that some of my scars showed, but I really didn't care. Its in the past. I put my hair up in a ponytail. I put on a little bit of makeup on and walked into the bathroom again to brush my teeth. Niall was dressed in skinny jeans and a white t-shirt that said CRAZY MOFOS. He looked good. He gave me a quick kiss and grabbed my hand. We walked to Liam and Zayn's room. Liam was watching tv and Zayn was still asleep. Harry and Louis walked in and so did security. Security made all us sit on the couch. They went over what we could and couldn't do. Then they told us something that was unexpected. Most likely the boys were gonna have to cancel their tour and we would be staying in the motel for over a month. This really upset the boys and they started yelling at security. They said they were doing everything they could to find the person who shot at the boys, but he was very good at hiding his identity. He somehow got into the concert without buying a ticket and left so quickly nobody could catch him/her. That is why we are in this motel because they have no clue where the shooter is at. I hope they find the person, I don't think I can stay here for a month. I decided I might as well fix things between me and Harry. He hasn't said a single thing since he called me a mistake. As I walked up to him I turned to Niall. He nodded telling me to go ahead. I grabbed Harry's arm and pulled him into his room. "Harry I'm sorry for what I did. I want you to know I did love you and I still do. Is just I have always loved Niall and I feel like he is the one and I know you don't want to hear this , but its the truth and I am sorry.""Don't be.""What?""Don't I understand. I didn't mean to call you a mistake because you werent. You were one of the best things that has happened to me and if he is what you want then I'll back off, but just know if he hurts you I will kill him even if he is one of my best friends.""I know Harry, which reminds me you and him need to talk and fix thing between you two. I would hate to be the reason you guys aren't friends anymore."I frowned at the thought. He nodded and pulled me into a hug. I started tearing up. Why can't I get over him? He let go of me and wiped my tears and kissed my cheek then he left.