Why do you always call me when you're high (Jaden Hossler)

Backstory

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Hi it's JJ hall. As you are know reading this I'm already dead or some people like to think im still Alive *Ashtray?* yes this is my book The story of my life as I liked to call it. Sorry for giving away this end of the story already. But I've had a long life before anything actually happened to me

Hell raising, hair raising
I'm ready for the worst
So frightening, face whitening
Fear that you can't reverse

I lived in a very toxic household, my father was an alcoholic and my mother well she was dead we could get into that later on. My real last name is Miller JJ Jazzy Miller I have a sister Nova Miller god I'm so jealous of her she's so pretty and gets so many guys not like a hoe type but like a good way yk anyways I was adopted by the hall family so it's now JJ Jazzy Hall, my family died in a car accident unfortunately for me I was the only one that survived,In the hall family I was loved in the beginning, that all changed when I grew older and I was so called a lot of money. But tell me why my "parents" had enough money to buy Bryce new clothes every weekend when I was stuck in the house cleaning the house.

My phone has no signal
It's making my skin crawl
The silence is so loud
The lights spark and flicker
With monsters much bigger
Than I can control now

Let's talk about my scars
Ah, yes my favorite part of my life
First I would count and then tell you the backstory about them
My first scar is on my thigh it's 3 lines and same on my arm the story behind it is when I found out that my parents didn't really love me. We were walking down a street and a dog came out of no where my parents used me as a shield for Bryce and them and ran away I lifted up my leg and arms to protect my face and the dog cut me in my arm and thigh

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Where all your darkest fears are gonna
Come for you, come for you
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You'll know I wasn't joking
When you see them too, see them too

My next scar is on my face I have it on my eye it's like a huge ass line that goes to my eyebrow and down to my lip kinda the story behind it is that I didn't finish cleaning Bryce's room so yk how that went I always cover it up because I would get bullied by kids making fun of me so I just cover it up

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I have a some scars on my stomach from glass that my dad threw at me from his beer bottle but most of my scars are the same reasons

Still waiting, hands shaking
Maybe the coast will clear
But these voices, these strange noises
They followed me in here