Knife under my pillow

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Sorry, I don't mean to freak you out
But I hear someone inside my house
Heart racing, keepin' me awake

I woke up to an empty bed I got up and went to the bathroom I showered and changed into this

I woke up to an empty bed I got up and went to the bathroom I showered and changed into this

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Paranoia slippin' in
Checkin' all the locks again
It's so loud inside my head


I went downstairs to see Bryce on his phone
JJ: hey loser
Bryce: sup bitch, want anything to eat?
JJ: nah I'm good
Bryce: I haven't even seen u eat since we got here
JJ: I come down here at night to get something to eat and at 3 I came down here so I'm not hungry
Bryce: alright aright
I sit on top of the table and go on my phone
Jaden: hey
I look up
JJ: hey
Jaden: have you ate?
JJ: um yea
Bryce: liar
JJ: I did I just told you what happened
Bryce: yea sure I don't believe you
JJ: yea whatevaaaaa
Jaden: when did you eat
JJ: at 3 am I came down here
Kio: you were, I didn't see you?
I look behind me to see Kio standing there  fuck I look back at jaden to see him have an raise eyebrow I look back at Kio
JJ: what time?
Kio: I came down here like around 3:20
JJ: oh I came earlier
Josh: what time?
JJ: why?
Josh: well cuz I was down here before Kio came
JJ: oh like 3:00
Josh: really I didn't see you?
Fuck I'm really fucked
JJ: what time you got here?
Josh: like 3:05 kinda
JJ: oh well I got my food and went upstairs
Bryce: so if we go up there would be a plate
JJ: I didn't have a plate
Jaden: what did you have then?
JJ: an apple
Bryce: so if we go up there, there would be evidence that there was an apple?
Jaden looked at me with a smirk and an eyebrow raised
JJ: well I just threw it away when I got here so no
Bryce: Mhm
He went back on his phone and kio and josh went to the living room and Jaden just stayed there looking at me
JJ: um y-yes?
Jaden: why are you lying?
He whispered
JJ: I'm not
Jaden: I was up at 3 to 4 and I checked on you at 3:01 and you were sleeping
He whispered he raised his eyebrow again
Jaden: so you gonna tell me what really happened
JJ: first of all why did you check on me? And second why are you whispering
He grabbed my hand and took me to his room I never actually seen his room before to be honest I thought it would like be emo not that he is emo I mean I think I'm the most person to be emo anyways I didn't really picture it but like it wasn't how I pictured it was totally different

Got me feeling paralyzed
I can't see without the lights
A chill is runnin' down my spine
Starin' out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
Oh, I'm holding on for dear life
Why's this happen to me all the time?
Got me starin' out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind

Got me feeling paralyzedI can't see without the lightsA chill is runnin' down my spineStarin' out the windowA knife under my pillowBut it's all inside my mindOh, I'm holding on for dear lifeWhy's this happen to me all the time?Got me starin' out t...

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I know I've made this call beforeNot crying wolf, I'm pretty sureThere's just some things I can't erase

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I know I've made this call before
Not crying wolf, I'm pretty sure
There's just some things I can't erase

JJ: first of all, I like ur room
Jaden: second why did you say you ate when you didn't
I looked at the ground as he sat on his couch
Jaden: JJ answer me
JJ: I- I don't know
I whispered
Jaden: you didn't know
He got up
I started to shake a bit but not noticeable
JJ: n-no
Jaden: why
He raised his hand up to fix his hair but I flinched really hard thinking he would hit him
His face softened as he saw me flinch
Jaden: J-JJ I I'm sorry I-
I ran out and ran to my room I locked the door and went to the closet I sat there crying and crying

Paranoia slipping in
Checking all the locks again
It's so loud inside my head

Jaden's pov:
After I took JJ to my room I questioned her about lying not eating she looked at the floor I was sitting on the couch as I got up I walked up to her
Jaden: you didn't know
JJ: n-no
I run my hand threw my hair JJ flinched thinking I was gonna hit her I grew sad knowing that she doesn't trust me to know I won't hit her
Jaden: J-JJ I I'm sorry I-
She runs out I chased after her she's runs in her room I tried to open the door but she locked it I hear her little footsteps run to the closet or maybe I just know that she will go there I sit down with my back against her door waiting for her to open it

Got me feeling paralyzed
I can't see without the lights
A chill is runnin' down my spine
Starin' out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind
Oh, I'm holding on for dear life
Why's this happen to me all the time?
Got me starin' out the window
A knife under my pillow
But it's all inside my mind







But it's all inside my mind




















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