*I'm not gonna add a song lyric to this yk why later on*
Jaden's pov
We all sat down at the kitchen I sat on the edge of the island table I hear JJ come down the stairs I look at her and smiled she gave a warm smile back she got up and sat on top of the table she grabbed a pancake from my plate we order from McDonald's cuz we know damm well we don't got food in our house
Kio: so anyone got plans for today?
Jaden: imma head to the studio
JJ: oh can I come
Jaden: sure
JJ: ok
Bryce: I'm going to the hype house
*the old one*
Josh: same
Griffin: imma go to Dixie's house
Kio: could I join you guys Bryce?
Bryce: yea fs
Anthony: imma go see Avani
Blake: I'm also going to the hype house
Kio: alright
JJ: shit
I grab JJ before she falls and she starts laughing
Bryce: what the hell happened
He said laughing
JJ: I don't know
We all burst out laughingJJ's pov:
We all leave to get readyI changed into that and put my shoes on I go check on Jaden to see if he's ready I see him in this outfit
Jaden: nice that we thought of the same shit
I giggle
JJ: yea
He comes up to me and puts his arm around me and we walk outside to see his carJJ: damm ur car is sick
Jaden: oh thanks it took a while for me to get it
He smiles I gasp as we sit down
Jaden: what?
JJ: can I like sit up like you see people in movies
Jaden: yea
He smiles
I sit up a bit as Jaden starts the car he waits for it to warm up and starts to take off I smile as I hold on tight to the car seat Jaden looks back a bit to see if I'm ok I smiles as he smiles back I feel the wind blow in my face as I was about to go back to sit down we hit a bump and I go flying down to the seat I Burst out laughing as if Jaden is asking me if I'm ok while laughing we pull to the studio we both get out he talks to his manager and has me sit down on the couch he goes into the room as he starts singing his voice is amazingI don't wanna hear your lips whisper goodbye I don't wanna see the teardrops in your eyes I would rather run away than hear you say you hate me Know I'm crazy
I didn't even notice someone sitting next to me
??: he's a good singer huhAlways fucking with my head, we were fucking in my bed Don't know what you fucking said 'cause I blacked out Always fucking with my life 'cause you always fucking lie And I wanna fucking die every night now
JJ: I'm sorry?
??: he's a good singer
JJ: oh yea he's amazing
I say looking back at JadenI'm a mess, a mess, a mess for certain
But I know I'm not your lips
Your lips, your lips, your lips are perfect
They're goddamn perfect??: are you his girlfriend?
I look at him surprised I mean I would like to I mean I don't know he probably has a girlfriend
JJ: noI'd do anything (anything) I'd do anything for this This, this to be perfect But I'm not worth it I don't wanna tell the world I'm your mistake Don't you know I'm not someone that you can save? Baby, can we just pretend like this won't ever end Please, never end it
I say plainly with a cold look on my face
??: oh Um.. ok.. I um need to do something.. it was um nice talking to youAlways fucking with my head, we were fucking in my bed Don't know what you fucking said 'cause I blacked out
Always fucking with my life 'cause you always fucking lie And I wanna fucking die every night now I'm a mess, a mess, a mess for certain But I know I'm not your lips Your lips, your lips, your lips are perfect They're goddamn perfectHe gets up and leaves awkwardly I laugh a bit And going back to hear Jaden singing
I'd do anything (anything) I'd do anything for this This, this to be perfect But I'm not worth it If we said goodbye, would you miss me? If I said goodbye, would you miss me? Woah-oh-oh Woah, oh-oh-oh-oh
Woah-oh-oh Woah, oh-oh-oh-oh I'm a mess, a mess, a mess for certain But I know I'm not your lips Your lips, your lips, your lips are perfect
They're goddamn perfect I'd do anything (anything)I'd do anything for this This, this to be perfect But I'm not worth itJaden comes out
Jaden: you like the song?
JJ: yea I love it, is it for someone?
I ask
Jaden: oh um yea
He smiles and looks down my smiles faded but not as much so you could tell I then put on a fake smile
JJ: oh she sounds nice
Jaden: she is
JJ: is she your girlfriend?
Jaden: oh no I wish tho, do you think you could help me ask her out?
I felt dead inside but I had to help him
JJ: um ofc
I fake smile at him
Jaden: what should be our first date?
JJ: um take her to the movies? Maybe? If she likes the movies? Or you could go to the beach and watch the sunset with like a small picnic maybe? If she likes the beach go for a drive maybe and hit a place you love and show her around there? Or if you wanna keep it chill stay at the house and do Netflix and chill
He smirked at my last comment I rolled my eyes
JJ: like actually Netflix and chill add her favorite snacks and watch a movie that she loves and cuddle
I put a fake smile
Jaden: I don't know her favorite snacks tho... what's your favorite snacks?
JJ: um I don't really know, I mean I enjoy fries but you know I haven't actually ate snacks to be honest...
I put my head down
JJ: um can we go home please
I was about to break down the thought of Jaden going on a date with a girl who isn't me It broke my heart I mean I don't know if I liked him or maybe even love him? I never actually felt love with my ex as he was very toxic and mentally abused me he also slept with my mom and gave her STDS before she died in the crash and then my dad blames me even more for it like I can't control my boyfriend like gosh
Jaden: yea let's go
He was about to take my hand as I just stood up and walked out the studio with no emotions
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