unhealthy flash backs

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I got up and shook off all the flashbacks, things I call unhealthy flashbacks, tucking my hair behind my ear I decided to get changed, I took a cold shower to refresh my mind and get everything off my mind but it seemed rather difficult.

Packing my hair in a bun I got dressed in a big t-shirt and some sleeping sweats then jumped on my bed to watch some television when I got a facetime call from Jonathan, I was more than excited, it almost felt like his call was what I needed to get everything off my mind.

"hey Arya" he said smiling

"Jonny!" I squealed

"how you holding up over there" he asked as I sighed

"you will never guess who I met in the elevator" I said ready to spill the tea

"WHO?!" He squealed giving off the same energy

"your lifetime crush, Dionne!" I said laughing, Jonathan didn't like Dionne as much as I didn't she was always throwing herself at him, one time Jonathan and I were at a party and I went away to get a drink and I turned around to see her trying to kiss Jonathan he got so mad he pushed her in the pool on accident, I laughed my ass off that night but I guess she didn't find it as funny as I did because she glared everyday at school after that, she was just too much to handle.

"ugh what did she say?" he said sounding so irritated

"oh nothing too serious!" I said "only that she had no clue that Mateo and I are over, she asked me about him" I said rolling my eyes

"she probably heard just wanted to tease you" he scoffed

"that's what I was thinking, but she looked and sounded genuinely clueless" I said laughing a little

"well that's odd, you'd think she will be the first to hear since she was basically rooting and praying for you guys demise" he said laughing as I smiled

"well her prayer did save my life" I said nervously chuckling

"did it?" he said

"Not this again Jonathan" I said letting out a sigh

"look Arya ever since you guys broke up you have been so different and so many things changed, now I am not saying I want you guys to get back together because I wouldn't want u to be enduring something as terrible as that but....." he said sighing "you literally moved to a different city" he said, as painful as it was Jonathan was right about one thing I did change and I did do some things that may have ended really bad but it wasn't for Mateo.

"Jonny, thank you for caring" I said smiling "but everything that has happened didn't happen because Mateo and I broke up, its just....my own decision ok?" I said assuring him

"ok if u say so I won't push it" he said

"yeah, and also so you stop worrying so much, I'm fine ok?" I said smiling as he laughed

"I'm not worried" he said as I gasped

"so you don't care about me?, wow ok tough love" I said trying to guilt trip him

"nice try Arya, but I can't be guilt tripped" he said confidently

"whatever" I laughed "oh yeah how are you keeping up over there" I said

"oh me I'm totally having fun and not missing you" he said looking away

"oh really?" I said

"yeah totally pfft" he said

"oh ok let me just end this call then so you can get to whatever you were doing" I said teasing

"WAIT, I mean, there is no need for that Arya" he said as I laughed

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