I'm being bullied. Its so traumatising. The memories keeps flashing in my mind, the sound of the people laughing. Why is it that i get bullied for being quiet but told to shut up when i try to talk? I swear, every single time i try say a word, they say deep rude shit that hurt me. So i keep quiet every second while the deep hurtful words rewind in my head. Raging anxiety, what are they gonna do now? Slam my head in the table? Punch me? Stab me?. It's uncomfortablly humiliating. I can't help myself stop the voices in my head. The voices, its dangerously haunting me, screams, laughter, i hear it all. I'm never scared, but i am now. The helplessness...
Its just draining my mental health. Anxiety attacks constantly because of strict teachers. Stress about honework and how far behind youve been because you were depressed. I stopped caring about school because i wanted to focus on my happiness only to get screamed at. "YOU'LL NEVER MAKE IT TO THE EXAMS, I WILL NOT PASS YOU. YOUR GONNA BE A HOMELESS WRECK."
i dont care.
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A Soul.
RandomJust a girl named Ruhina deals with her life as she pours her feelings into this journal.
