Dont talk to me right now, ive drained in motivation to cover my numbness. Im emotionally dead while trying my best to be emotionally available for everyone<3. Im pushing people away because i cant help them anymore, i cant be that supportive person, its not me, i just cant fake it anymore. Got a few friends but they don't exist in my heart anymore, my heart is a dark place with a graveyard full of traumatic memories, outside the grave is just silence and nothing, really. I want people to think i care but i dont because i cant. Im numb. Its not like anyone cared for me. I feel bad but i dont because ive hurt some by pushing them away for my improvement, like, wanting to improve in faking my feelings and making them feel loved <3. I dont wanna hurt because im hurt, but i hurt them, And thats the worst feeling ever.
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RandomJust a girl named Ruhina deals with her life as she pours her feelings into this journal.
