scars and stars (matt sturniolo x y/n)

kisses

my mom let Leo and i drink a little a few times, but never like this. pretty soon after my mom brought out the alcohol, all of us had cups in our hands. Matt's a little looser while sitting next to Ellie but i know it has nothing to do with her, and everything to do with him being tipsy. my mom brings a speaker out and plays her favorite playlist, "twerking w the girls". i always begged her to change the name but she always refused.

"woah y/n slow down," Chris says, taking the cup out of my hand.

"nooo Chris give it back," i say. my mind's getting a little fuzzy but i'm still aware of my surroundings.

"absolutely not. go dance or something," he says. light bulb! i get up and walk over to Matt and Ellie. i take her hand off of his thigh, making a disgusted face while doing so. then, i grab Matt's hand and start to dance with him. my favorite song on this playlist is playing right now. Into You by Ariana Grande.

im so into you, i can barely breathe.

i point to his chest and sing the lyrics, looking up at him.

and all i wanna do is to fall in deep.

Matt's hands adventure around my waist and i can feel Ellie's eyes like daggers on my back.

but close ain't close enough til we cross the line.

Matt spins me around by my waist and i continue dancing while his hands continue exploring. everyone's gasping, laughing, recording, etc. well... except for Ellie. she stands up and walks over to Matt and i.

so name a game to play and i'll roll the dice.

she pushes me off of Matt and pins him to the wall. by the time i turn around to see what's happening, she's already making out with him. the world goes silent. all i can hear is my heart beating as tears instantly run down my cheeks. i look back at Alahna, Nick, Chris, and Nate. all of their jaws are basically on the floor. i run up the stairs and into my room as fast as possible. i can't believe this. all i wanted was to have fun with my fucking friends. i slam the door behind me and drop to the floor instantly, sobbing into my arms.

Matt's pov of the incident:
y/n pulled me up to dance, most likely trying to get Ellie to fuck off. when we stood up, i immediately recognized the song from Nick's playlist. oh shit-
y/n looked up at me with her beautiful eyes and i couldn't help but blush a little bit. my tipsy mind took over and before i knew it, my hands were on her waist as she danced in front of me. i spun her around, making sure to show her off to my friends. suddenly, i saw Ellie stand up from the couch knew shit was about to go down. Ellie grabs y/n by her shoulders and yanks her out of my hands. what the fu-
suddenly, im pinned to the wall and Ellie's making out with me. i tried my best to keep my lips closed but she fought as much as she could and eventually won. Alahna pulled Ellie off of me and immediately slapped her across the face, earning an "oohh" from Nate and Nick. i look around for y/n an Chris but they're nowhere to be seen. realization hits me like a fucking bus. y/n saw Ellie kiss me and Chris most likely ran to comfort her. fuck.

Chris's pov of the incident:
seeing Matt and y/n dance together was the funniest shit i saw all night. i decided not to drink because the last time i did was... interesting. anyway, Matt was very obviously nervous to be dancing with her like that but it made it even funnier. i took out my phone and started recording so that i could make fun of Matt and y/n when they get sober again. before anything too spicy (if yk what i mean😏) could happen, that bitch Ellie got up and pulled y/n off of Matt. yo what the fu-
my jaw dropped to the floor when i saw Ellie kiss Matt. y/n stood there for a second, then turned to us as we watched in shock. she bolted to the stairs where i assumed she was going to her room. i couldn't help thinking about y/n being hurt and alone so i got up and followed her to her room.

y/n pov:
knock knock knock

"go away," i say, sniffling.

"it's Chris," the brunette haired boy says from behind the door.

"oh.. you can come in," i say, standing up from the floor and opening the door to see him standing with his hand on the door knob.

"are you okay?" he asks, walking in.

"do i look okay?" i say, looking up at him with puffy red eyes.

"you look like you just got pepper sprayed," he says, trying to hold back laughter. i shove his shoulder.

"i just don't know why Matt didn't pull away," i say, the image popping back into my brain.

"yeah, that was a dick thing to do," Chris says. the world starts spinning from the amount of alcohol i consumed and i stumble a little.

"woahh let's sit down for a sec, okay?" Chris says, putting his hand on my back and leading my towards the bed.

"you know, Ellie's had a crush on Matt since we were younger but never pulled something like this," he says.

"well i guess she got bored of chasing him," i respond.

"i still can't believe she made out with him," he says, looking at his hands with anger in his eyes. "i mean, you don't deserve that at all." his eyes look into mine and we sit there for a moment. his eyes drop to my lips while he bites his own. the alcohol gets to my brain and suddenly our lips are connected. consciousness comes back to me and i pull away.

"shit. we definitely shouldn't have done that."

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i'm so sorry this is such a short chapter but i hope y'all forgive me 💗🫶🏻
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