Double Sided (a Naill Horan fanfiction) N.H-Drakest days

Chapter 24

Niall's P.O.V

It's been two days since I last saw Skyler or Harry. I remember on her birthday where we all stood in the alley looking at each other with horror knowing one of us was going to brake.

I remember how the silence was killing me and I just snapped and told Skyler to go with Harry. She complained at first but she gave up and went with him.

My heart brakes every time I think about her even though it's my fault she isn't with me at the moment. I broke up with Melissa just as I went home that day not wanting a relationship right now even though she was just a way to make Skyler jealous.

I knew this was going to happen from the start. I knew if I didn't do something to improve my relationship with her I would lose her. But ya know me being me I just couldn't live up to that simple task.

I never really felt this way about anyone before. And the only girl I ever told that I loved her was my mother. Was that it? Do I love her?

I groaned as I turned in frustration in my bed. I didn't want to think about it. To be honest I don't really want to think about anything at the moment. But as soon as I get my mind to go blank I just can't help thinking about Skyler again.

I slowly got out of bed and walked into my bathroom. I turned the tap on and splashed some water in my face to try to calm me down. I rubbed my eyes and looked at myself in the mirror.

Look at yourself Niall... You think she is capable of loving someone like you? You ruined your chances with her... You'll never feel her sweet lips against yours... You did this to yourself...

I let out a shaky breath as I had an inward battle with myself. I raked my fingers threw my hair and my eyes felt heavy. What have I done? I need to see her again... I need to tell her how I feel... Mybe then she'll forgive me for what I have done to her.

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Skyler's P.O.V

"Ready?" Zayn asked me as we got into my Impala.

"Do you think if I wasn't ready I would be in my precious baby right now?" I asked and Zayn laughed.

"Probably not... But I'm just making sure you're still going threw with this" he said and I sighed starting up the engine.

"It's Ted... He is the worst partner like ever... I've been ready to dump his sorry scrawny ass since I was sixteen" I said as I reversed out the driveway.

"Remind me not to piss you off if we do a mission" he said and I grinned speeding off.

"So how are we going to do it?" Zayn asked and I furrowed my eyebrows.

"How are we going to do what?"

"Ya know... Tell him about your decision" Zayn said and I rolled his eyes.

"Like any other normal person would" I said and Zayn groaned making a face. "What?" I asked

"Please don't tell me you're going to just walk in and tell him" he said and I frowned.

"Why not?" I asked

"Becuase that's what normal people do... We aren't normal people. We are supernatural hunters who saves normal people" he said and I smiled shaking my head.

"And your point is?" I asked cutting to the chase.

"People who saves normal people shouldn't act like normal people" he said and I gave him a look.

"You're not making any sense right now" I said and Zayn sighed.

"I'm making perfectly sense"

"No... You're not"