Draco Malfoy
I headed to my room after we got back from shopping, the smell of her still lingered and on my bed and in the air I breathed.. I didn't want her to forget the time we shared but I knew it was for what was best for us both.. she would've been eaten by the guilt and I couldn't allow that to pain her soul when she had already been through enough.. I loved her , and I had longer for so long to feel every inch of her, but it wasn't right.. and she couldn't be stuck with the guilt of the passion that was shared between us when her heart belongs to Alexander .. I loved my cousins, but I hated to admit my love for Ophelia was deeper. I would give my life if it meant she was safe from harms way.. I would kill again , I wouldnt even have to think about it twice.. I wish at times I would've been the one to ask her to be mine.. to make the moves others before me had
Would she have chosen me before Alexander and Jude, her love was always there but I never knew if it was even between us , she never wanted to hurt anyone but she also didn't know how to love the right way and in that matter we were the same , we all never experienced the love and we all say our to find it.. with many partners or just one solid one we tried to be happy, and that's why we all became close.. I loved her and i
Would always love Ophelia, until my very last breath and even after I'd beg whatever was after to let me stay around just to watch over her in my ghostly form..
But her heart belonged to Alexander's she was his one true soulmate even though he was a fucking idiot to hurt her over something that took place in the past before she even knew he wanted her on that sense.. love was a ridiculously overrated thing in that way.. to cause pain where ever it roamed.. here I was my memory still intact over what was now the only one
I'd never tell a soul, and I would make sure the vial in my hand would never fall into the wrong ones.. she didn't need more trouble under her belt . She didn't need to be out here hurting over meaningless sex , I knew it was only a pity fuck even though it was incredible, her heart was already taken and I would have told settle for the memory now.. it couldnt happen again.. and I would make sure of it..A knocking came at my door and is I begged my feet to work, to bring me to a standing position and they eventually did.. I opened the door and there stood Jude and Alexander.. catching me by surprise I faked a smile hoping the scent of Ophelia wouldnt be recognized..
" Hey , didn't you see the letter I wrote.." I asked quietly my eyes looking at them with half way glances, I stepped past them pushing my door shut " lets go to the kitchen she's in this room right here and I don't want us talking to wake her.. I lied through my teeth and hope they would buy it..
They did.They nodded and both boys, walked down the stairs through the kitchen , into the wine cellar where we had a full bar and couch for private events. I walked in and turned the light on and the room illuminated beautifully , I walked to the couch taking a seat and looking at the guys Infront of me their facial expressions showing of exhaustion and worry.. I knew all to well what it felt like to worry about Ophelia, she had that effect on everyone she came into contact with..
" Is she safe?" Jude broke the silence taking a seat on the ground Infront of me
Alexander sat beside me on the couch and crossed his leg slightly
" She is safe.. she is sleeping right now."I replied quickly
" Does she hate us.? " Alexander asked softly , tears in his eyes rolling down his cheek
" No she doesn't have you, shes just upset and In shock of what happened.. I thankfully got there just before it got worse.. but hornbel did a number on her.. he had her tied up and her skirt was ripped.. her breast were almost exposed and I acted quickly.. I killed him.."My voice was kind but my tone was flat
" She just wants to be alone."" After finding out what had happened we couldn't just leave her alone.. and also Snape told us that she doesn't have long with mark still etched into her skin.. it's killing her " Jude spoke up his voice Shakey..
" She's dying.." my voice broke as I repeated the words.. I was so fucking stupid how could I not know this.. how could I be so intimate and close to her and not recognize the signs that her body was failing because of the fucking mark that low life placed on her ..
I felt nauseous and tried to catch my breath, they had to stay the mark had to be removed she couldn't continue another night with it eating away at her..
" Whose going to perform the spell?" I looked day them both swallowing a deep breath
" I am." Alexander responded without hesitationI nodded and looked at him " in the morning.. I'll let her know you are here so she's not to upset by it.. and we will perform the spell to save her life.. them you need to decide if you wanted to be with her or not. She's been hurt enough.." my voice harsh as I looked to Jude again "you know where your rooms are.. and Alex since she's in yours, you can take the one empty beside Jude's."
Alexander nodded without argument, as did Jude.
" Okay well if you don't mind I'm rather exhausted.."
I lied to escape any further conversation, for I felt nauseous and needed to escape away from the conversation.. the guilt was eating away at my stomach .. fucking hellThey didn't say another word , and they went onto their rooms..
God I begged that the night would go by fast.. I thought it would be just Ophelia and I by ourselves a little bit longer.. but the stars had a different plan..
But I didn't quiet care, as long as Alexander could save her way shall that mattered, I heard their footsteps fade as they went down the hallway at the top of the stairs past my room , and I followed in suit behind them a bottle of bourbon in hand as I finally reached my room, shutting the door a little forcefully.. slumping into my bed with the bottle neck still tight in my grip.. I reached with my other hand and twisted at the cap , opening it up and then adjusting myself , broken glass sat on my beside table from earlier.. the memories of the moment Ophelia and I shared flooded my brain and I leaned up taking a huge swig of alcohol to drown them out , it burned going down.. but I didn't I kept drinking and at some point I had finished the whole bottle.. my mind was a foggy mess and I leaned over placing the empty bottle on my beside table.. I pulled my shirt over my head and tossed it to the ground where the clothes from earlier laid scattered around like I was I had wore so many different outfits and couldn't decide on the one to choose when I reality that was from the the truth.. I sighed heavily, burying my face deep into my pillow her scent still lingered but barely and I felt like I could smother myself in it.
Come on Draco get it together !
I sighed and rolled onto my back shimmying out of my pants and kicking them free of my feet and pulling the blanket over my almost naked body.. I drifted into an unpleasant sleep ..
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Nobody Told Me I Was Alone
FanfictionThis book has allot of sexual scenes, please read full description! Lots of twist and turns .. The dark lord received a prophecy that a young orphan from a nearby village would bring an end to his reign so instead of attempting to kill her , he dec...