Kasak ......💔

Chapter 6

After returning to her house she found no one present in it, so after keeping her bag and changing her saree, she ate some food and thought of resting for a hour because she is too tired and there's no one to disturb her, now.

But when she layed on her wooden sofa, thoughts didn't leave her mind and actually they made her more tired. Earlier in school she talked with children and they shared the truth which made her question her own intelligence, how she will find a way?. The children said they both love each other nd it's forever however she knows by experience these are hollow words but quite captivating for a certain period. Also they won't listen to anyone nd will do whatever they want until they r under impression of love. So how will she save them without hurting or forcing either one of them?. She don't want Trisha to be another Nandini and also Avdhut looked harmless, even he is a kid nd she can't be gender biased because her experience was wrong with her man, or may be she isn't able to understand Sumit's pov till date. May be she is too busy in cursing him to notice if he is facing any problem from his side? Or if trying to put efforts into their marriage. But no he is too selfish to think about anyone.

With these thoughts she slept and when she woke up after a hour she, still didn't find her mother in law, so she checked in chawl but one aunty told her that she went to her daughter's house in afternoon and Sumit took her there. After listening to this Nandini sighed in tension she very well knows that her mother in law doesn't like to go there and yet her husband might have forced her to go there. She is aware of his intentions and she is not ready for another sexual intercourse where she will feel nothing, no satisfaction nor pleasure but just disgust for her frivolous husband.

When she fell in love or she thought that she started loving him that time she didn't think of his looks, his habits, his behaviour nd sexual pleasures were far thing for her innocent mind, because all she believed was 'love is everything and ur souls need to breath in sync, other materialistic things doesn't matter' but she forgot all these small things makes the bond greater, surely two souls love each other but personalities stays in heart. And at the end if u r not vibing with ur partner then all these are meaningless and fancy words from a fairytale.

In the evening she lighted lamps and also lighted oil lamp in small temple, everyday her mother in law does that but today she isn't here so Nandini did. Then she found two chapattis left in casserole and one bowl of lady finger. So she just cooked rice nd daal as it will save her time as well as food. Though she likes to eat full meal at night but she can adjust just with rice, not big deal.

She did some of her pending, school work and after a hour she found her husband at doorstep. She looked at his face which is clean shaven and just moustache is there, he looked less horrible than usual.

"U look better without overgrown beard" she said and he smiled at her.

"U like it this way so I did this is for u" she tried smiling at his efforts. She knows sometimes he too put efforts to make her happy but it's just that his best efforts also can't satisfy her smallest wish to live with dignity. Their upbringing are way too different and neither of them wants to change root of it so coping with each other becomes difficult. She is emotional yet practical with wide sense of knowledge in almost everything that life offers where he is just full of himself, totally malevolent, unreasonable and half-witted. 

"Good ...... U go get fresh n up ..... I will arrange the dinner" she said while going inside kitchen.

"Didn't u see I'm already fresh nd clean ..... Serve me directly" he said in his regular tone and she sighed disappointedly, she always liked cleanliness and her parents were very strict with hygiene and stuff, but here they barely follow clean routine which irks her to no extent.