"wait wait slow the fucking fuck down beomgyu , you kissed?" yeonjun asks shocked as the red-haired boy paces around the room.
"yes but kai was wasted like... he probably doesn't even remember! but oh god— what if he remembers?! what do i say? do i apologize?" beomgyu panics as yeonjun grabs onto both of the boy's shoulders.
"breathe firstly... secondly , who initiated it?" yeonjun asks as the boy takes a few deep breaths before answering.
"he did... kai did!" beomgyu smiles dreamily as yeonjun rolls his eyes at the boy who's thinking he's living in some wattpad story or kdrama.
"he was drunk though beomgyu. don't get your hopes up too high" yeonjun frowns as beomgyu's heart sinks to his shoes.
"you're right... why did i kiss him back?!" beomgyu sighs heavily as he falls back down on his bed , yeonjun petting the boy's hair soothingly.
"because you're hopeless beomgyu. you've fallen in love faster than you can fall asleep , and that's really something" he says with a nod of his head.
"ha , yeah i guess you're right" beomgyu closes his eyes as to not show how bad he wants to burst into tears in that moment.
half of him wants kai to remember their kiss , but half of him wants him to just not recall it at all.
"what do you think hyung?" beomgyu asks with a small smile as he looks to yeonjun who puts a thumb up in approvement.
"it's amazing , you look amazing!" yeonjun smiles as he looks at his outfit one last time.
beomgyu is wearing black leather pants with a belt , a black t-shirt with the word 'supreme' on it in white letters , finished off with a silver necklace black converse.
"you went totally emo though" yeonjun laughs as beomgyu nods his head lightly.
"exactly the point! i miss my emo days , and kai pointed out that black suits me" beomgyu smiles as he recalls the memory before yeonjun snaps his fingers in front of his face to wake him up from dreamland.
"let's get going already. we're twenty minutes late" yeonjun says as beomgyu smiles lightly to him.
"at least we'll be fashionably late" he winks to the elder who rolls his eyes and drags him out of the house by the ear.
"ow ow ow ow! you can stop now!" beomgyu says as yeonjun smirks lightly , letting the boy go as they stand at the white door of soobin's house.
beomgyu is about to confidently knock with a huge smile on his face , but his hand stops right as he's about to knock on the wooden door. what if he doesn't look as good as soobin? what if he just embarrasses himself? what if kai's already dating him?
"hey gyu... you've got nothing to worry about , really" yeonjun says gently as the boy looks up to him with glossy eyes , the elder pulling him in for a tight hug.
"thank you hyung..." beomgyu's voice breaks as yeonjun pulls away to fluff up his hair.
"you know i love you" he says as he knocks on the door , giving beomgyu one last reassuring smile and then the door opens.
"hey guys , come on in" soobin smiles , eyes brightening slightly at the sight of yeonjun at his door.
the two walk in , the loud music completely wrecking thier ear drums and the strong smell of alcohol fills their nostrils.
"this got completely out of hand" soobin yells over the loud music , staring in the direction the two boys are staring at.
"i'll go find kai" beomgyu speaks up as yeonjun nods , small smile on his face as he pats his shoulder lightly , watching the boy walk off.
beomgyu had to squeeze through many people , making a face of disgust when he saw two people making out in the corner. he finally spots kai near the kitchen , and he makes his way over to the boy.
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