"it was never me , i was so stupid for waiting all this fucking time for someone who's never loved me... and never will" beomgyu speaks bitterly smiling as tears brim his eyes, heart getting ripped apart.
"beomgyu listen to me p—" kai reaches out for his hand but the boy pulls away , tears now streaking down his face.
"it's okay , i get why you like soobin. he's an angel , he's pretty... he's so much better than me" beomgyu wipes his cheeks as kai watches him with a hurt expression on his face.
beomgyu takes the baby blue sweater off , throwing it over to the boy before turning around and running away , ignoring the calling of his name from all of them standing there.
"beomgyu? are you okay?" taehyun asks as he stumbles up beomgyu in a bar , and he realizes he's completely wasted.
he helps the boy up and calls yeonjun to give him the address , which was luckily not far from here. he gets him home , searching for keys in the boy's jacket and when he does , unlocks the door and gets him inside. he takes his shoes and jacket off for him and then helps him to the very couch kai was on that time he was drunk. the younger boy is about to leave when beomgyu catches his wrist desperatly.
"please don't leave me alone..." the boy says weakly , slurring his words as he looks up at him with puppy eyes glossy with tears.
taehyun's heart weakens at the sight as he hugs the boy tightly who hugs back with a small smile.
"i won't leave , let me just grab us some blankets" he says and beomgyu unwillingly let's go.
the boy searches around for a bit and finds three blankets and puts two of them down on the floor. he wraps beomgyu in one before putting one out on the floor and laying down on it , covering himself up and looking over to him. the boy is fast asleep snoring lightly to himself and taehyun yawns lightly , falling asleep too.
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taehyun wakes up , stretching lightly as he looks over to the couch. it's empty. he sits up slightly panicked but then notices beomgyu waking back into the room with a glass of water and some pain killers.
"oh taehyun... i'm so sorry you had to see me like that. i hope i didn't do anything stupid" beomgyu sighs heavily as the boy shakes his head lightly.
"you didn't , but you did look wasted" taehyun laughs lightly as beomgyu sighs , plopping down on the couch.
he notices how down he's looking , and it makes his heart ache with sympathy. he walks over to the the boy and sits down beside him , watching him swallow the pill before asking him.
"what happened that you were so upset?" taehyun asks lightly , and beomgyu looks to those big eyes of his demanding answers , but also looking cute as hell.
he curses under his breath , taehyun furrowing his brows slightly , probably very confused at the second but it's nothing compared to when beomgyu puts a hand to his cheek. he notices the boy's eyes widening , and it reminds him of the times that happened to him because of kai.
beomgyu presses his lips to the boy's , mind in a complete frenzy from the heartbreak last week and drinking last night. right now , he doesn't care about all of that , he tried to forget it by kiss the younger who has been waiting for him. the shy , cute , caring and patient boy he's met properly at that stupid party.
he pulls away , lips staying close as thaley gaze into each other's eyes. taehyun smiles lightly , he can see the relief in the boy's eyes as he leans in to rejoin their lips again , arms wrapping around the other boy's neck. after what seems like forever , the two boys pull away panting heavily.
"does this mean..." taehyun trails off as he looks down shyly , heart racing as fast as a racing car.
"i think so..." beomgyu smiles lightly , pressing his forehead to the younger boy's as he giggles gidly in response , taking the elder's hand in his.
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