friend of ours

drunk words, sober thoughts

•older tommy lee as the picture because he's still a fine fine man :D•

the look on my face changed aswell. i didn't mean to say it like that.

"mk." is all i get from him.

god i deserved it for being such a bitch. but why's he being so jealous over this? he said he has a new girl he likes, so why's he acting so bitchy with me?

"tommy look.." i say but i get cut off with him walking back inside, i try to stop him but he just pushes through my arm.

i felt as if i had just fucked up every chance i had with him as he walked away.

he sits down without another word by vince as i sit back in my original spot. "hey they got the drinks!" vince smiles holding his up.

"thank fuck" i sigh and down the glass of jack

i see the band just looks at me in shock, including tommy. "damn girl." nikki smirks at me. i just look at him then look back down at the empty glass.

"y'all should see her during party's.." connie scoffs

"after we eat, y'all wanna go to a bar" nikki suggests. "but you're only 20?" mick says looking to me.

"and we're motley fucking crue, if she wants to get in a bar then she can get into a bar with us" nikki smiles moving his arm back over me.

"besides im turning 21 in like 2 days."

i see tommy's visibly irritated at nikkis suggestion, and with me.

i honestly didn't care anymore what tommy thought so i agreed to nikkis idea and smiled at nikki.

"alright im down." connie smirks.

"okay then, going to my first bar with motley crue!!" i laugh at the thought.

- -

when we all make our way to the bar, i pull tommy near me and try to talk to him.

"tommy.." i look at him. the way he ignored me felt like someone was stabbing me right in the chest.

"tom, i just- im sorry." i whisper lightly. "its okay, i understand" he replies.

i smile at him lightly, "so we're cool?"

"mhmm" is all i receive from him. better than a no.

we both regrouped with the rest, connie and tommy started up a conversation. i could tell how upset he was with me due to how he was talking, so i just decided to stay silent while listening to them talk.

when we made it to the bar, vince smiles at the bouncer and he let us in. "alright, let's do this" vince smiles and leads us in but we didn't get id checked? it was that easy? i guess motley crue can do whatever the fuck they want.

we all sit down and order our drinks, i got a jack aswell as the others.

after a couple of drinks i start to get a bit tipsy, "shit girl, you fucking down those things huh?" nikki smirks at me.