friend of ours

jealousy

after we all had our fun in the pool, we went inside and we're trying to find out what to watch.

"ooo what if we watch a horror movie" mick smirks. "im down for that" tommy grabs a glass of water and throws it down his throat.

"im down but whoever i sit next to i might punch you" i scoff. "nah after what i saw today in backing out of that, ill take the recliner" vince backs up.

i just roll my eyes at him with a smile. "okay so we're doing this?" nikki asks. "yep apparently." tommy smiles and throws himself on the couch.

i sit on the other side of the couch and nikki sits between us. vince sat on the recliner, while mick and connie took the other couch.

"ooo what about the exorcist?" tommy smirks. "oh nikki im sorry.." connie whispers.

i fake laugh and look at nikki with a straight face then roll my eyes to look back at the tv.

it was silent during the movie, we were all on edge for a scare to pop up. and every time one did i would hold onto nikki.

there was a huge jumpscare that caused me to literally fall into nikkis lap, "holy shit!!" i screamed.

"calm down, hun. you're okay" he laughs patting my back and i sit up with my hands covering my face.

nikki just pulls me into a hug and leaves his arm around my shoulder. it gave me a sort of
comfort throughout the movie, but i still jumped at every scare.

after the movie is over, i look at the time and find out how late it is, "hey we're gonna head out" vince stands and grabs the keys. "alrighttt" i smile.

"once againnn, happy birthdaaayyyy!" nikki pulls me into a big hug. "thanks for spending the day with us guys, i appreciate it" i smile to them before hugging mick and vince goodbye

"peace out!" mick smiles as they leave the house. "today was fun" i yawn. tommy and connie agree.

"im gonna head to sleep now" i smile to them before giving them both a hug and a kiss on their foreheads from behind the couch where they were sitting.

"night!" connie smiles. "goodnight, pretty" tommy chimes in as i walk upstairs.

i lay in my bed and i only think of tommy, how i wish he was in the bed with me. i wanted his touch so bad.

turning over and trying to get into a better position, i still lay restless. "god this sucks. why didn't i just make him mine when i had the chance." my mind races.

"what if he just lost feelings for me?" "what if he only wants sarah and goes back to her?" my thoughts became true in my head.

"hey you alright?" tommy peaks his head in my room. "yeah what's up?" i sit up and prop my back on the headboard.

"you looked restless, got worried" he laughs slightly to himself and makes his way over to my bed and sits on the edge.

"yeah yeah.. just overthinking i guess" i admit to him, picking at my nails. "you gotta stop
doing that.."

"overthinking or picking at my nails?"