After I got my nut in, I was ready to leave. Fuck do I look like staying when shes not my girl?
I got the chance to put my boxers back on, then my jeans before Imani woke up. I could've sworn she was sound asleep.
"Where you goin?" Imani asked.
"Im goin home," I said as I put shirt on.
"Why? I thought you were staying over," Imani said, sitting up as she covered her boobs.
"Because ian tryna get caught." I lied before I gave her a kiss.
"Okay," She said while she kissed me back. I pulled away from her to put my shoes back on.
"Please be quiet when you leave."
"Mhm." I grabbed my keys and phone then snuck out her crib again.
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I got to my crib and my moms was on the porch smoking a huge blunt with tears running down her face.
"Momma," I said, " Whats wrong?" I approached her and she just looked at me.
"Getcho yo shit and go, Romeo," She said sternly.
"Why? What happened?" I asked as my face scrunched up.
"Hes not coming back," A tear dropped from her eyes.
"What you mean?" i asked, "he dead assum?"
"You dont fucking listen, Romeo. GET OUT!" She screamed.
"You're too violent for me!" She started to cry.
"Ma, you asked me for help. That nigga was about to shoot you."
"You know i had to lie & say he fell ? He fainted! & hit his head to fucking hard he fell into a coma. If you can do that to your father, then what will do you do me? Huh? What, Romeo ?" She said as she got up.
"Calm down. He had it coming & you know that fully, forreal." I argued backing up a little.
She crashed back down in her seat and broke down again.
"Yal had the best relationship, you know ? We had the perfect family.." she cried, " i dont know what happened."
"Its aight, sometimes people is meant to stay temporarily to teach you something permanently. You cant hold on to shit that break you. You'll never get fixed, youll just be numbed to it, streets word, ma."
"Thats why you gotta go." She said.
"Ma, you wanna be lonely in this bitch ? Hell nah. You need somebody with you." I said back.
"So come visit me every once in a while. I need to get my shit together." She said as she started getting her self together.
My body relaxed before I sighed, "Aight then."
My moms got up & gave me a tight hug, A hug ian get from her in a long time, & then went inside the house.
I followed her into the house & started packing my shit.
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As I was about to leave & stay at this hotel, my moms stopped me & gave me another hug.
"Leave in the morning. Its too late to be out now." She said as she backed off the hug.
"Aight, what ever you want, ma." I said back.
I left my bags, after getting some clothes out it, next to the front door & started to walk to my room.
My plan was to take a shower then hang out with my moms for a bit. Even though what I did put hella stress on her, ion feel bad for what I did.
Nigga tried some shit with her then tried to step to me. I did what I had to do. That nigga raised me to tough. "Dont be no bitch, " he said, "even to me. You gotta gain respect or lose it."
