superache

movies- ran

"it's just like the movie"

"they sure suit each other a lot"

"so lucky"

"watching them together is like watching a show on tvs"

that were the phrases that y/n often heard people said and whispered when they saw her and her boyfriend, ran together.

they were happy, they were amazed,

they were jealous.

she knew that so well, their gazes explained it so well.

two best actors being in a relationship, just like in the movies.

"should we go inside now?" ran asked to her who was sitting on the passenger seat next to him.

his gaze were soft and full of love, as his fingers slowly caressing her palm.

she got lost into his violet eyes for a split second.

how handsome.

she's a lucky woman, having such a perfect boyfriend.

"yeah" her voice was small, agreeing to him as she nods.

"good" he said, before he opened his car door, walking fastly to her side of door to open it up for her.

he was always like that- always so gentle with y/n.

y/n couldn't get used to the way he treated her, but she was so happy about it.

sure, she was famous and adored. but it was so special to y/n. she found her heart beating faster than it usually did whenever ran looked at her, or if ran smiled at her, or if he treats her like she's his princess.

"do i look okay?" the h/c haired girl asked. ran looked at her, placing his fist under his chin before he walked closer to her.

he leaned down to her, his face was so close to hers that she could feel the warmth of his breath on her neck.

ran wouldn't want to kiss her here, right? her face flushed in red as her whole body stiffen.

"your earring" he whispered, leaving a quick peck on her cheek.

"o-oh"

"come on, let's go" he wrapped his arms around her waist, pulling her close to him as the two of them walked into the hall.

it was a party, hosted by one of ran's sponsor. he specifically asked ran to bring y/n to the party.

why? y/n wasn't really sure about it. she wasn't really complaining anyways, no- she was grateful. as long as she got to stay close to her boyfriend.

as soon as they got into the hall, she could feel eyes and gazes piercing through her and her boyfriend's existence.

they were watching their every move, either with admiration or with hatred, they for sure were judging. y/n knew that well, ran told her that.

"haitani ran" mr. miller, ran's sponsor said in excitement as he laughed. his voice was loud, almost sounded as if he's screaming.

she didn't expect him to be that young though.

"i hope i wasn't too late" ran said with a confident smile on his face as he extended his arm for a handshake.

"as long as you got here" the male said, shaking ran's hand.

"and miss l/n" his voice went soft as he turned all his attention to her.

"you're looking even more prettier face to face" he complimented, pulling her into a hug.

ran couldn't stay still. the lanky guy cleared his throat, indicating that he's uncomfortable with his sponsor's behaviour to his girlfriend.

y/n slightly pushed mr. miller away, not too obvious. she just wanted mr. miller to know that she's not comfortable too.

"my apologies" he said after he pulled away from the hug.

ran possessively wrapped his arms around her waist again, eyes staring right into his sponsor's. for a moment, he looked so furious before his expression soften up.

"i hope you'll mind your boundaries after this" he warned with a smile.

mr. miller apologized again before he left.

"ran?" y/n called out his name, semi whispering.

ran leaned down to her ear level. the ladies who were crushing on him was jealous.

only if ran could whispered those sweet words to them too.

"be mindful of your moves. we don't want scandals hanging around, don't we?" his smile was gentle, his voice was so sweet. contrary to his words that was warning you.

y/n smiled to him in exchange, whispering into his ears after she covered your mouth with her palm.

"i'm sorry" y/n apologized. he nodded, chuckling at her words. what an act.

the crowds were convinced as they mind their own businesses.

y/n excused yourself, wanting to go to the restroom.

she physically and mentally couldn't do this anymore. she locked the restroom door, making sure that she was alone and she would be alone, leaving the restroom all for herself.

she washed her face, rubbing her face with her own palms as she felt the tears in her eyes were forming.

she couldn't help but to cry before she scoffed to herself. were people around them dumb? or was it their act that was so convincing.

convincing enough that people actually think that she and ran were in love?

she was in love with ran, and she thought that ran love her too.

she had to admit it- the fact that ran was a good actor. y/n was fooled too.

how can she not fall for him? he said nothing but sweet words, acting like he actually appreciate and love her.

y/n didn't even realise that it was all an act before she saw the texts between her boyfriend with his ex girlfriend.

ran was so furious when he found out about that, making y/n confused.

wasn't she the one who's supposed to be mad?

"CAN YOU RESPECT MY PRIVACY, Y/N?!" he was so mad. his breathing was improper as he yelled at y/n.

ran stayed silent, as his eyes were still piercing through her existence, staring daggers at her.

"but what are these texts, ran? you still love her. you loved her all along. even before we were together" she felt her heart crushing, but she couldn't get mad at him for too long.

she could never. her love for him was simply just too big.

"i swear if you say something to the media, i'll make sure you can't act anymore"

"and yeah, i love jasmine. so you better mind your own business" he admitted, breaking y/n's heart.

her relationship with ran went downhill after that day.

ran would only meet y/n if there's anything involving the crowds or medias.

other than that? they wouldn't even see each other, or much more worse, they would fight.

painful words being threw at one another, and y/n found herself breaking every single time.

y/n loved ran, much more than she love acting. but it was way too unbearable for her too sometimes.

it gets unbearable.

perhaps she should've just given up.

but as for now, her hands was shaking as she puts on the make up on her own face.

she'd do anything for ran. maybe someday, someday he would realise about her 'kindness'.

maybe by then, he would really fall in love with her.

but the act must go on, no matter how hurt y/n would get after this.