Well my life is shit. And I just relapsed I usually just scratch my thighs and my skin eventually gets sore and rips or bleeds but this time I did it w a knife My knife. It's not very deep but it's visible and slightly bleeding I've been trying to avoid all this by hurting my head in a bunch of random books but my life is absolutely falling apart but by bit.
My birthday was a little while ago and the day after I woke up to a text from my ex best friend. It made me start crying. Not in a bad way I was really happy. We didn't end on bad terms, he just needed some space for a bit. But later in the day I saw my best friend(ish) He was with another kid from out school. I said not mad but just happy to see him "you know my birthday was yesterday right?" Ad he said yes. That bitch actually said yes. And I was hurt. Like really fucking hurt. I was holding back tears but laughed it off and playfully smacked him on his neck and said "bitch" while laughing. And he said "you see this is why i..." I couldn't hear the rest of what he said but It made me feel like shit He told he he was "not talking to anyone over the summer to focus on himself" And i could pretty much tell something was wrong But the odds of me seeing him with someone he's never talked to before after all that by coincidence is just so majorly fucked. It hurts when ppl are shity and to friends but idc if my friends say they don't wanna be friends anymore Like yes it will hurt but i would rather that then them lying to me and pretending they still like being my friend. Uh well that's pretty much it so yeah
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YOURE IN LOVE WITH ME AND WANNA BE MY FRIEND AND COMMENT OoOooooOoo
