Don't Blame Me [ TechnoBlade x Reader ]

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Warning   :   Disturbing details, anxiety, depression and panic attack will be mentioned here

Song  :  Latch

—— WHY NOW OF ALL TIMES?

        Blood pooling everywhere near his feet, Tommy gasped while falling on his but
The blood reach his hands and dirtied his clothes, it's disturbing dark crimson colour

He look everywhere, to see everything covered with it
He looks up, and the most terrifying things he had seen

It was.. Tubbo  hanged limply with a rope around his neck, his head was halfly wasn't there, his brain peeking out dropping down slightly hanging

Blooding coming out from the hole in his head, one if his eyes hanged dearly life on his eye socks, while the other was empty
His cheeks was carved into a smiley face his teeth showed carelessly

"Why did you run away?"

"Why didn't you stay!'

" if it weren't for you, he would still be alive"

Tommy covered his ears, his breathing uneven words repeating in his head he felt dizzy, wanted to get out of here

Then a single tear pricked, falling down on his cheek softly then a soft voice called out.
"Tommy!?" He open his eyes while looking behind his dead friend

To see Y/n there, her eyes were filled with concern while running towards him the blood splashing everytime she smashed her weight to it

She quickly crouched, holding both of his wrists "Shh... Shhh, hey hey, look at me" she said, as his eyes instantly locked on her

She smiled, "Focus your breathing.. This is nothing more but a nightmare" she said while showing him what to do, he follow her breathing patterns

"Wake up.." She muttered while looking at him, she let go of his wrists as she summoned a polearm all of a sudden

It clashed to a sword, his figure slowly disappearing into small parts of blinding lights, as he slowly wake up

He sat up immediately, tears stained his cheeks, sweats covering his body the image was still haunting his mind

The he started to panic again, what ifs filling his mind, on what happens if he found him?— what if he has to leave and go back to that shitty hell hole

He bring both of his hand and started to pull on his hair, he felt weak, he felt Numb, feeling bruises covering his body again

The door creak open, Revealing the whitenette standing by the door, she walked in closing the door behind her

"Tommy?" She called out, taking small steps to make sure not to alarm him at all cost

He looks up at her, tears flowing out from his eye sockets like a waterfall
She quickly walked over to him, and crouched down

"It hurts! The feeling of someone who left you for something much more important when it's not" He said, tears flowing more and more, she felt that

The feeling of being Alone no one ever came, they ignored you and love the other one— But she made a mistake in a middle of it, just how hard headed and selfish she could be before

"It's ok.." She muttered, while holding on to his hand which is shaking very badly
"Focus on my voice Tommy' she spoke softly while sitting on his side as the bed creak at her weight

"Your fine.. You'll get yourself out of this trance, Tommy your strong, your strong as fuck to let it out" she said, hugging him, his face facing her chest as he cried

".. Your strong to hold it in.. Everything you do is great, every idea and things"

"Your not weak.. This feeling you've been holding in, without even dropping a smile, forcing yourself to keep it together"

He pulled away wiping on his tears with his sleeves "Your strong Tommy" she said dropping her hand over his shoulder, as her sleeve drop over covering his side

"Your strong for holding on the weighting of all, of this reality that had dropped over your shoulders" she muttered pulling him close by her side

Wind started to flow around her fingers, as melodies started to form

Twilights lullaby is playing  : 

Her finger went up and down as if she was pressing keys of a piano
But song was being made by that

The wind softly blows, as Tommy lean towards the girl beside him
Tiredly closing his eyes, she smiled softly while Continuing to play the melody

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"It must be hard facing such reality " she muttered while softly patting his head
Carresing his hair as he drift off to sleep

In such a young age, he was already facing the hard side of this world
But at what cost? Money? Power..?

The Music was about to end, the wind flowing beside both of them, her hair flowing with it and so is his hair

It was scary just to think about it when she was in his shoes

She wished for his safety land on her hands

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