eddie munson *smuttyyy*

caught

TRIGGER WARNING RIGHT HERE ( TOPICS COME UP SUCH AS SELF HARM YELLING )

( y/n's pov)

i had been struggiling with self harm since me and dustins dad left a couple years back i had told nobody. ever. I didnt want anyone to treat me differently cause i self harm . thats understandable right ? anyways i always kept the scars hidden whether it be long sleeves or heavy makeup on my arms , nobody found out " nobody will notice " i repeated looking into my mirror in my bathroom before school i rarley wore short sleeves but today i was going to i didnt care what anyone thought about me anymore . They were all faded but since i had to wear short sleeves today i moved to my thighs to make it easier to hide.

( nobodys pov)

y/n walked outside and hopped into eddies van heading to school "heya darling " eddie mumbles while kissing her

---- time skip to school---

they both had math first thing in the morning both eddie and y/n hated maths , but they went to class and were sitting next to eachother when eddie grabs y/n's thigh where she had been recently self harming , eddie didnt know and y/n didnt want eddie to know incase he might think shes disgusting ,she whinced at the pain he asked her " y/n are you okay" "yeah im fine it just hurt a little " she replys with immediatly after the bell rings to go to second period , eddie normally skips half the school day anyways , so he wouldnt notice if she didnt go to second period

( eddies pov) :

we had maths this morning i hate maths but i have to go to first period anyways me and y/n sit beside eachother every class i was daydreaming of how me and y/n's kids would look like ( they would be adorable) anyways back to the story ...

i grabbed y/n's thigh just to be cute but she didnt react the way i thought she would have she kinda let out a tiny yell like she was in pain ? i asked her " are you okay y/n?" she replyed with " yeah im fine it just hurt a little " right after she spoke the bell went for second period " i have to know whats wrong with y/n im gonna stay in school and figure it out she knows i go home after first period anyways so i just have to be sneaky " i said in my head

y/n's pov :

" shit shit shit FUCK he fucking knows " i said in my head " i know that eddie skips the rest of the school day so i dont have to worry about this for the rest of the day but fuck like im gonna be single by tonight i just know it " she said in her head while walking to the bathroom i needed a realease right now i was on the verge of a panic attack and this was the only way i learned how to control them . I walk into the bathroom stall and pull out by little baggie in my bag and take out a brand new blade i bought the other day never been used before . i take the blade and hold it up against my wrist to end it all so that eddie wouldnt have to break up with me,

eekk eddies pov:

she's going to the bathroom but i know she's not using the bathroom because she pissed just before first period i need to know what she's doing in there , i follow her into the bathroom about 40 seconds after her not to raise suspicions ... 40 seconds go by and I walk into the bathroom and her stall is closed so i know she wont know its me I stand in the cubicle next to her and pretend i'm taking a piss i hear y/n ruffle around in her bag i thought it might have been a cigarette cause she always smokes in here until i hear something metal clattering around in the box she pulled out " shit" i think in my head

y/n's pov :)

someone walked into the bathroom about a minute later and i thought it was some girl needing to take a piss so i carried on i was breathing deeply before i tried to kill myself knowing what a disapointment i would be if anyone found out , but i carried on with it i took the blade up to my wrist and drag it deep verically down my wrist i let out a scream cause it hurt like shit i was breathing pretty heavily watching the blood pour out of my wrist i hear someone scream my name it was the person in the stall next to me i couldnt decipher the voice until eddie came bursting through the bathroom stall door i couldnt hear a word he was saying he grabbed my wrist and held his hands over the deep cut on them, i could hear him screaming for help until my mind went blank and i couldnt hear anything

eddies pov : i thought to myself " she's okay i know she wouldnt do that sorta thing yk" trying to calm my self down until i hear her screaming "FUCK " I yelled knowing that she did do it i jumped up off the toilet and burst through the stall that she was in and i stand there looking at what she had done her wrist was all cut open with a deep red blood pouring out of them i acted quickly and ran over to her by her side holding her wrist with my hands and shirt i didnt care that my shirt was gonna be stained with blood all i cared about in that moment was y/n . I yelled for help but no-one heard me or her screams . i picked her up in my arms and ran through the school doors and chucked her into my van , i rushed to the hospital as soon as we got there they put her on a bed and stopped the bleeding and got her stable she woke up a few hours later with me still by her side . She opened her eyes breifly and seen me .

y/ns pov

fuck i knew i was still alive cause i heard eddie talking to me even though he thought i wasnt awake, i opened my eyes a little bit too see if he was looking at me , he was. shit i thought to myself , well its a good sign that hes still at the hospital with me at least i thought , eddie said my name a couple of time , he knew i was awake so there was no avoiding him i opened my eyes fully and said hi . he called out to the doctors saying that i was awake . The doctors came into the room explaining the damage i did , they said that there will be a permenant scar from where my wrist was down too the middle of my wrist , " there will be some things that you cant do for a while until it heals properly to stop the cut from reopening , like no lifting heavy things , no stretching your left arm for a while thats just until it heals you'll be able to do all those things in about 3-5 weeks depending on how fast u heal " he stated he went on for a while until he said " you can leave in about 20 minutes but we do have to put a word in with your mother about this because we have concerns about your well being but you can go home today " " thank god" i let out not even noticing eddie holding my hand for the whole time the doctors were speaking

nobodys pov :

they signed all the paperwork to let them leave the hospital , both eddie and y/n got into the van . y/n spoke first " can you just drop me home " she said wit no expression on her face " is anyone at your house " eddie asked " not at the moment " she said " then no i dont think i can trust you to be alone right now considering what happened today " he replied with, they were both silent the whole drive back to eddies trailer . No-one was at home cause all of the lights were off in the trailer , he hopped out of the van and opened the car door for me " thank you " she said as she got out of the van .

they got inside of the trailer and sat down on the chairs eddie spoke first " theres gonna be some rules " he said y/n responded with " what?" " i mean it theres gonna be some rules to avoid this happening again y/n i was really worried about you today and i dont think either of us could handle that situation again so im putting in rules to avoid this happening " he stated

" ill tell you the rules tomorrow but for now get some sleep i have your pjamas in my room from when you stayed here last time but i need to be with you when you do cause i know at this moment you probably want to die so im making sure i dont give you the oppertunity to .

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a/n i hoped you guys liked this chapter i know its a little bit depressing but yk anyways for yall that are gonna be like whyd you have to bring this topic up if you read the description it has had all the trigger warning in the decription from when i first started writing this book anyways i hope you guys liked it and dw the next chapter will be up tomorrow at about 9pm uk time <3 love yall any suggestions you can jut text me on here and ill write them for you .