y/n's POV:it was morning time , shit I thought to myself Eddie said last night that we had to talk about what happened yesterday in the morning . Okay I'm just going to try avoid him today , its going to be hard to do considering I'm at his house for the rest of the day.
I could hear Eddie waking up , he grabbed me by my waist in bed which made me flinch a little bit because of last night , He asked me " you okay sweetheart " when I flinched I replied with "yeah I'm okay ".
Eddie sighed and said to me " we have to talk about what happened last night darling " " I know Eddie I just don't feel like talking about it today" I whined as I spoke " sweetie you can only get better if you talk to someone about it , and right now you can only talk to me because I'm the only one that knows about last night so either you talk to me about it and maybe feel a lot better or you don't talk to me and you feel shit all day , you can choose and I won't force you to talk its up to you y/n " he said sweetly.
I knew I had to talk to him about it , he was right it would make me feel better telling someone about my feelings so I said " okay I'll talk to you about it on one condition " " What's the one condition sweetheart ?" he asked " I'll only talk about it if we can get high before we talk about it cause you know I tell you everything when I'm high " I said " deal " Eddie replied with.
about 30 minutes later and they were both high as fuck
okay okay now were both high can we talk about last night?
yeah sure , ask what u want to know and I shall tell you
okay so why did you feel the need to cut yourself last night ?
because sometimes i get panic attacks and the only way I know how to stop them is to cut myself its like something's inside of me making me have a panic attack and its telling me the only way to stop it is to cut myself
okay so what we can do is every time you feel like you're about to have a panic attack you come to me no matter what I don't care if I'm sleeping or fucking taking a piss just come to me and I'll try to help you okay ?
deal anything else you want to know Eddie ?
um yeah if you don't mind I just want to know where you cut yourself last night just too see if you need stitches or something
if your comfy showing me
yeah I can show u if you want
yeah if you could I just want to check them out and see if there deep or not
y/n shows him her stomach
shit y/n those look pretty bad we should probably go to the ER and get them bandaged properly
no no no its okay I'm okay I don't need to go anywhere I cleaned them last night they're fine Eddie
look y/n I'm just concerned for you sweetheart
I know Eddie but I can't go to the ER they probably won't let me leave
I know y/n instead can i try bandage them up properly ? they look like they're bandaged wrong
yeah if you want too Eddie
Eddie bandages them up and cleans them
okay so now were done that want to do something today darling like maybe ah i don't know maybe play d and d with the boys ?
hmm I don't know Eddie Y/N said sarcastically
okay we can play with them
YES
time skip too them all playing D&D
they all sat down in the room with a table in the middle and chairs beside it Eddie sat at the top of the table as the DM of course and y/n sat beside him , everyone else took there usual seats and the game began
end of the game cause I've only played D&D a couple of times and i don't know that much about it aha
" okay and were finished " Eddie exclaimed
" hey Y/N and Eddie can you both stay behind for a second we need to ask you something " mike and Dustin said
" yeah sure what's this about "Eddie said
" okay so we know that your going to California tomorrow for the week aren't you both?" mike said
" yes Dustin we are why do you ask " y/n said
" well we were wondering if we could you know... tag along we already asked our parents and they said they would buy us the plane tickets " Dustin said
" yeah and cause we haven't seen El in like a year and we miss her and will" mike said
"well Eddie what do u think " y/n said
" hmm I don't know guys " Eddie said sarcastically
"of course you guys can come along with us " Eddie exclaimed
Dustin and Mike got up from there chairs and tightly hugged y/n and Eddie
" thank you thank you " Dustin and Mike said
Dustin and Mike leave
"okay sweetheart you wanna go back to my trailer ?"
" yeah sure I'm pretty tired right now "
okay darling lets go
they go out to the van and start driving
y/n ?
yeah ?
I love you.
that was the first time Eddie had ever said that he loved y/n
I love you too
they pull into eddies driveway and park up they both get out of the van and inside the trailer
" you got any spare pajamas " y/n asks " umm no but I can give you my hellfire shift and some boxers to sleep in if that's okay" Eddie says sweetly " yeah that's great thank you Eddie " y/n says
they were getting ready for bed and y/n asks Eddie " can I do your hair " " yeah sure make it look pretty" Eddie says excitedly
" Alright all done " y/n says
y/n had put Eddies hair in 2 braids hanging down on his shoulders
" AHHH I love them "Eddie squeals
they both brush there teeth and wash there faces and hop into bed and fall asleep cuddling when all of a sudden they jolt awake when they hear a loud banging from the front door...
ilu so much hope you guys liked this next chapter will be up sometime tomorrow
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