RANDOM THOUGHTS

23.I'm Tired

Why does it seem like I'm doing so good and then I feel like I'm not good enough again? I feel like I can't make anyone happy...and when I try to be a good friend I'm just shut down. I'm done. I'm done trying to be perfect for people who could care less about me. It's terrible how I'm such a caring person but don't feel any of that energy coming back. I'm tired of trying to please people and trying to find my purpose. Like what's the point to keep feeling like this. I'm tired of having to compare myself to these girls. Im tired of being judged for mistakes. I'm done with feeling that feeling that I'm not good enough and that I'm losing people..I don't need anyone...and shouldn't care what anyone thinks.i need to stop getting in my head. I work myself up and then feel depressed again..crying every night constantly...maybe I'm insecure..because ever relationship I've been in I haven't been enough for that person..so I'm scared it's always gonna be that way...