Until her ( book 2)

Chapter 1 flash back mania

NINAS POV

I bet a lot of you are confused. Some may be hurt by what I decided. But in all reality I did it for him.

I did it for the man that helped me live. And understand love the way I never would of thought it would be like.

And now, I'm pissed at him. But kinda love him for it.

Why? Because I have his kid.

3 years ago

" o-oh my god." I whisper as his hips move against mine faster.

" fuck, Nina." Flash mumbles as he grips the bottom of my neck his dick twitching inside me.

Present

Let's just say I didn't expect to be pregnant from my first time. But here we are.

" mom!" Fin yells as he runs towards me.

I smile and grab him up kissing his cheek as I rest him on my hip.

That's my son fin. He looks just like flash. But don't let that fool you, he's the sweetest and most honest kid I've ever met.

He's my luck charm.

" I paid you for extra time lil." I say kinda amused by the little girl now running towards us.

" he's fast!" She says still running up to me too. She hugs my legs and i smile.

Lilly, she's my now bestfriends kid. And my kids best friend.

Being in this place I realized you have to put on a power face.

And well Lola, Lillies mom just has power.

Lola is beautiful and Lilly definitely takes after it. They both have beautiful long blonde hair and bright green eyes.

" alright, alright." I say and set fin down messing up his hair.

" go to my room. You guys stay in there." I say seriously and they both nod. And grab eachothes hand walking up the glass stairs.

Also being in this place I didn't know it would be a fucking mansion.

Filled with killers, gang leaders, drug dealers. You name it. But that also means kids need protection.

I paid Marco to watch the kids doors. Speaking of. I hear him walking up the stairs after them.

I glare at him. " don't let them leave." I demand and he nods and flicks me off.

" rat." I say under my breath.

" dummy." He says loud enough for me to hear.

I roll my eyes and walk out of the place. I stand outside on the huge porch.

I had to change a lot. I don't recognize who I've become at all. But I died. So that's what I needed.

*FLASHBACK*

" And how do I know you're not gonna screw me?" Flashes dad says looking at me.

" because I want to protect him. He deserves to have the life he's wanted not the life he was forced into." I say and look into his eyes.

" little ol you? What can you do?" He says putting his legs onto his desk and I turn my head to the side.

" I was in boxing when I was 15, I'm sure I can relearn it. I'm good at throwing knifes just need the right ones.." I say and he looks interested.

" and what kind would you want?" He says moving his feet off the table.

" cold steel 80GTK GL Tanto. And cold steel Pro balanced both blade heavy and handle heavy." I say and he leans forward.