NINAS POV
" Nina please let me in." Flashes voice comes through the door with a knock.
" Go away flash." I say and fin puts his hand on mine.
" mom talk to dad." He says and I sigh.
Fin knew. he knew as soon as he met flash. I mean they are literal twins. And also it probably had something to do with the way flash acted.
" I-"
" Nina please. We need to talk about this." Flash says and I know he's putting his head against the door by the way his voice echos through the room and I can tell he's upset.
He's confused. He doesn't know what he wants. And I wont be an option.
" pick Alice. Because if that's what it's coming down to-"
" will you just open the door!" He says a little louder and fin hops on the bed and tries pushing me off.
" fin-"
"Go." He says and giggles and I shake my head finally standing up.
I walk up to the door and unlock it. I go to open it but flash basically rips the door hinges off by swinging it open almost killing me.
" Jesus!" I scream and he grabs my arm pulling me out of the room closing the door right away. Probably so fin doesn't hear the conversation.
Now I stand shifting on my feet uncomfortably.
" what?" I say and avoid eye contact
" just.. just talk to me." He says and looks down at me his eyes burning into my face. Like he's trying to take every feature in my face in.
" what is it?" I say with an attitude finally looking at him and he looks a little taken but but looks into my eyes.
" talk to me and watch me pick you. I want to earn you. Your trust. Your love. All of it. It wasn't even a fucking thought. There wasn't a doubt in my mind. Nina I wanted you." He says and I go to back up but he just walks closer.
He grabs my shoulders gently and slides me to the nearest wall and puts my back to it him standing in front of me.
" prove it." I say and my breath hitches in my throat when he smirks and leans down.
" it's you, it's- it's always been you." He says and finally kisses me.
He grabs the back of my head with one hand pulling out lips impossibly closer. His other hand goes to my back to keep me balanced.
My hands smooch against his chest and I push him back.
" no; no." I say and he instantly lets go of me respecting my boundaries but he looks down at me confused as I would.
"You love me, but you also love her.. don't you?" I ask and suddenly he lets go of me.
He drops down on his knees in front of me and I look down at him. Flash fucking hernandez. It's pretty hot. Sorry. Not.
" I have never loved someone as hard as I've loved you. I didn't love her Nina. You were my one and only love." He says and looks up at me.
"but you fucked her-"
" I want to go on a date." He says still on his knees in front of me.
" no-"
" then I'll stay here."
" flash."
" do you not believe that I love you more. You're the mother of my child. You were my wife." He says and his accent almost makes my knees go in.
" is that all I am to you? The mother of your child?" I ask and look down at him. He shakes his head and grabs my hand.
" I have never stopped thinking, never stopped loving you. And that won't stop today. It won't stop ever." He says and I look down at him as tears pool in my eyes.
" go on a date with me and let me prove it to you." He says from the floor and I roll my eyes crossing my arms over my chest.
" fine- fine just get off the damn floor." I say and he doesn't move instead smirks.
" You don't sound like you want too." He says and I roll my eyes.
" I . Want To. Go On. A date. With you." I say very slow and he chuckles getting off the floor.
" alright well if you insist." He says and kisses my head and walks down the hallway Turing right going to his room.
This man.
" I'll give it to you. You're persistent." I mumble more to myself than to anyone specific.
Standing in the hallway like a fool, big smile on my face.
Yes flash was and still is the most annoying, smug, and protective guy I've ever met. I guess I kind of expected him to hate me mostly after me leaving and not telling him about Fin.
But instead he basically gave up his whole entire new life just to be here to expect all the challenges in being part of my life.
but I'll be the first to admit how wrong I was, I guess It never was clear not as clear as it is now. now it's almost as clear as glass. I wish I had been more faith in him, as much as I use too.
I let my mind completely control me, let the overthinking confuse me.
Flash Hernandez loves me he always has I may have fell 1st, I may have loved him the way I dream to be loved, but flash it's like he's consumed by me like I'm his biggest prize, but I will forever love him more.
No matter what he says. I will forever love him not only just because he's never given up on me never said no to the stupid stuff, like going to the nail salon, even when we were young.
He has never stopped loving me. I will forever love him. But mostly because he saved me more ways than I can mention but one of the biggest ways he has saved me is Fin.
He gave me another reason to live even though I was dying in his life and he didn't even know it. It was until him that I realized I'm worth of loving he's made me the happiest person in this planet so now I'll give him the chance he gave me.
Love.
I go to open my door and my freaking nosy son almost falls in the hallway.
" goodnight mom!" He says and runs to the bathroom and i walk into the room rolling my eyes. This kid.
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I MOVED!
So sorry for all the crazy timing and schedules of not posting but I'm back!!! And hopefully I will have another chapter out but until then be patient for me I will forever love you just the way Nina loves flash
- V
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