A hidden love

Shit

Maddie's POV

*2 months after the kidnapping*

I woke up feeling so sick I quickly ran into the bathroom and threw up. Ive been feeling sick for about 2 weeks now and I don't know why. I heard the bathroom door open and my mom rush to my side.

"You're okay you're okay breathe sweetheart let it out."

After a while I felt a little better I leaned up against the bathtub and my mom brought me some water and some tea.

"What's wrong love?" My mom asks

"I don't know I've been feeling so sick recently." I told her 

Mom just looked at me got up left and after a minute or 2 she came back as she was getting off the phone with someone.

"Who was that?" I asked her

"JJ I asked her to bring something." She told me sitting back down next to me

"Bring what mom?"

"A pregnancy test." She told me

"A WHAT?" I yelled standing up

"Why? Im not pregnant mom there is no way!" I told her

"Sweetheart I just want to make sure."

"Mom I cant be pregnant." I told her starting to cry

"Sweetheart..."

"No mom I can't please I just can't." I said falling down crying

My mom caught me I just sat there crying waiting for JJ. When JJ got there I stayed in the bathroom while my mom let her in when they got to the bathroom JJ ran over to me and held me as I cried.

"JJ what if I am." I finally asked her

"Then we will figure it out together okay."

"Promise?" I asked her

"I promise baby." She told me 

JJ quickly gave me a kiss and her and my mom left the room while I took the test. I've always wanted kids but not like this. We all waited together to see if I really was pregnant or not. God I hope I'm not.

JJ's POV

Me Em and Maddie are all sitting waiting to see if its positive or negative I can tell Maddie really wants it to be negative but at the same time I can't help but think of what it would be like to have a mini her running around. After the three minutes are up we all just sit there too scared to look.

"Baby do you want to look first?" I asked Maddie

"Um actually mom can you look?"

"Are you sure honey?"

"Yeah."

"Okay" 

Emily picked up the test and looked at it as she did she instantly started crying and we all knew. Maddie just leaned into me and cried. I was frozen I didn't know what to say or do so many things ran through my mind will she keep it? Will she do adoption? Will she get an abortion? I don't know. All I know is whatever my girl decides I will support her no matter what.

Maddie's POV

*A few days later*

I'm pregnant by a man my "father" let rape me and to make it worse there's like 10 guys that could be the father and I have no way of knowing who it is. I don't know what to do I've always wanted kids but I don't know if I can do it but at the same time it's not my baby's fault. My baby, MY baby maybe I can do this I definitely can't do this alone I need my mom and JJ and the whole teams help. Wait what if JJ doesn't want me to have this baby? What if she leaves me? I decided to talk to JJ and my mom together. I called JJ and she said she was on her way.

I went downstairs and found my mom in the living room reading a book. I went and sat next to her layed on her shoulder. A few minutes later there was a knock at the door I went and opened the door and it was JJ I hugged her and gave her a kiss and we went into the living room where my mom was.

"Okay so I've been thinking but I'm scared of how you guys will react so I thought it would be better if we all talked together." I told them

"Love whatever you decide to do we will support you no matter what." My mom told me

"Okay well I think I want to keep the baby... But I'm scared because I know I can't do this alone and I'm also scared because I don't want you to be disappointed in me or JJ to leave me."

"Baby look at me I would NEVER leave you for something like this I love you and I WILL love this baby." She tells me and I can't help but start crying

"Maddie I am not disappointed in you whatsoever I am so incredibly proud of you I wish I was as strong and as brave as you." My mom says

"I love you guys so much."

"We love you too."

JJ's POV

After we all talked Maddie and I went to her room to talk some more instead as soon as we got into her room I was pushed against her door and we started kissing.

"Baby I thought we were gonna talk." I told her pulling away for air

"JJ that night in the hotel before we came back when we kissed for the first time I knew you were the one for me and I am so lucky to have you. Since I was rapped you have been so gentle with me and so understanding with me being scared to be touched. But hearing you downstairs about me and the baby...(she lifted to whisper in my ear) God JJ I just want you to fuck me."

In that moment I switched us around pushed her against the door and kissed her. She grabbed my shirt and lifted it off we quickly attached our lips again. I lifted her off the ground and she wrapped her legs around me I moved us to the bed and laid her down.

"Baby are you sure?" I asked her gasping for breath

"I have never been more sure in my life." She told me

She flipped us over so she was on top and took her shirt off.

"God baby you look so good on top." I told her she got down low to my ear

"I'm gonna make it soooo hard for you to muffle your sounds."

"Fuck baby." I moaned

"Shh baby my mom's downstairs you don't want her to hear us do you."

Maddie grabbed my head and kissed me hard I sat up to take her bra off and she began grinding up against me. As she continued she moved her hands down to unbutton my pants. I feel like it's my first time again. I quickly push my pants off and Maddie pulls my underwear off and kisses me. I smile into the kiss as she moves her hand down my body. I quietly moan as she enters 2 fingers into me. I rock my body against her hand until I cum moaning her name.

"Fuck." I moan

"Damn baby you're amazing." she tells me

"Well now it's your turn my love." I say flipping us over