Sick of you || Takemichi angst

Torment

He was tired.

Having to save his friends over and over and when he finally gets his happy ending,Mikey ruined everything.

He wouldn't blame the other necessarily because the time leaper was responsible for how the future turns out.He was the one who failed to save the other so you can say he was just sick of him ruining his attempts.

Sick of his dark impulse.

He was very hard to deal with and it made the time leaper restart the timeline multiple times,dealing with the deaths of his loved ones again and again.

It was as if the boy in all timelines remembered the deaths of his friends even if they were alive and well.

 He just missed the old Mikey.

The carefree teenager who loved to to joke and play pranks around those he considers his close friends.The one who cared for his friends greatly and was determined to protect their honour.

He had tried everything,saved everyone but it seemed as though it was not enough.Like he needed to do something for Mikey specifically.

But what?

What could possibly stop the other and overcome him from his dark impulse.

The boy spent that night  in torment,trying to find what was the best thing to do.But no matter how he thought he couldn't find what to do.How could he save everyone including Mikey.

It was like Mikey got triggered whenever Takemichi talked to him about Draken or Emma,it was like he remembered everything.

That's when he found something.

It was already morning but he had found something that might be able to save his friend,and that was to make Mikey forget they had ever met.

Not entirely,just all the good memories they had together.

He knew he couldn't control the things Mikey did like that but maybe Mikey would be better if he did not have the cause of his best friend's death by him all the time.

Well at least that's what Takemichi thought.

It was the only thing Takemichi could try but going back would be a problem.

It seemed as though Naoto was no longer a trigger for his time leaping and it did not work when he held his hand anymore.

He knew it must be because they do not have the same goal anymore.He had already saved Hina and knew how to do it.He knew the trigger and everything after seeing the girl die multiple times but that was different with Mikey.

Every time,the only cause of Mikey's death was himself and he did not know how to overcome himself.

He needed a new start and for that he needed to find a way to trigger his time leaping abilities and the boy seemed to have an idea of what could be the trigger.

Mikey.

It could only be him and he knew that but how would he get a hold of him?

He just needed to find the boy and he knew where to look,the rooftop.

That's where he always spent his time and where he went when he successfully killed some of his old members.

So that's where he went.

The time leaper was tired and you can see it from his physique.He had eye bags and scars and bruises from saving everyone.He was on edge and did not know if he would crack seeing Mikey once more.

The last time he saw him,Mikey had killed Chifuyu because he was stopping him from seeing Takemichi.

It seemed as though Mikey would kill anyone in his way,even if they were really close to him.And because Mikey was way stronger physically then the time leaper,it made it almost impossible to stop him.

That was another thing that always happened in every timeline he tried saving.

The death of Chifuyu didn't necessarily hurt him,because he had learned to make every death make him stronger.

The only thing he felt was anger at himself and what had happened to both his friends. 

He knew it was his fault but he couldn't help blaming Mikey.

It was like he needed to blame someone else for once because he was drained.

Those were his last thoughts when he had arrived at the rooftop spotting the male with white hair.

He almost sighed looking at him again shivering as his cold glare.He was scared but he needed to do this.

You can say anger took over his body making him forget the fear that had held him back multiple times.

"I know I've lost my sense of self but I can't help feeling like it's your fault.

I wish I never met you."

Mikey said as he continued to glare at the angered boy.

Takemichi had finally snapped pushing the other to the ground.

"DAMMIT.

I KNOW.

I KNOW IT'S MY FAULT YOU DON'T GOTTA REMIND ME IN EVERY SINGLE TIMELINE."

The time leaper said as he was sick.

Not literally just sick of this new Mikey.

He was sick of his face

 sick of his voice.

Sick of every god damn thing about him.

He knew this was not him but he couldn't help feeling angered and the torment from all these years were haunting him.

He just needed someone to hug him tell him it was okay after he saved everyone.

He thought maybe he could rest but this guy ruined it and it pissed him off.

He was about to punch him but his eyes widened as he stopped his fist only millimetres from his face.

Tears were forming in his eyes as his vision got blurry.

His tears had fell on Mikey's face as the boy didn't even bother wiping them off.

"Dammit.

You piss me off."

The raven head said sobbing.

Was he really this upset about leaving the other.

No.

He refused to let his feelings get in the way of saving him.

"I've been away from you and i'm sorry.

But this feeling is taking over me,you should just put me in peace."

Mikey said handing the gun to the other.

That's right.

He had almost forgotten that the one hurting the most was Mikey.

"I won't kill you.

I wont hurt you so just give up.

It'll all be better when you forget we ever met" 

The time leaper said as he was sick of his tears.

The torment will end,for both of them.