My last book was more focused on "coquette" and more of a guide this is more like an actual diary. This is just things that didn't make sense to put in that book.
This is basically whatever I want it to be. Mostly about my aesthetic but overall just...
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I've had crush on this man since I was again like 13. And now that I'm rewatching supernatural and also watching The Boys for the first time. I'm noticing a pattern of my liking guys like him in real life. And funnily enough there was an episode in supernatural where it showed deans girlfriend who was BLACK and a pro black woman at that. And not even gonna lie she was cute. It was just so funny because I've had a crush on this man for so long so to find out that in supernatural he had a black girlfriend was funny to me.
Jefferey dean Morgan
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I would say I love when he plays Negan on the walking dead but if I said that I'd be a bad person. But I like the actual actors vibe and he's handsome so whatever.
Chuck bass
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Mostly his personality and relationship with Blair. I know their relationship is high key abusive but I love it. Not the abuse but when they have their little moments. And their dynamic is kind of what I want. Just two rich successful hot people together. And I love how charming he is so there's that too.
If you haven't notice I fall for guys that are charming. The characters that these men play and how they act in real life exhibit charisma.
And I know what you are thinking so far "why are all these men white?" And I honest to god can't tell you why I haven't crushed on black men yet. (Having a crush is different then finding someone attractive) Whether their an actor or someone I know in real life. I think black men are more attractive but I just haven't crushed on one. I've seen tons of way more attractive black men in real life. But there were never in my school or anything so I could never talk to them. And I've also been attracted to other POC but never took action. I think it has to do with the fact that like if their black their too close to home. Ya know? Like they look like they could be my cousin or like my brother or my dad. And it's just weird. It's a little too familiar in a way. I will definitely be married to a black man because of that reason. But there are some white men (usually actors) that are attractive to me. I am pro black but I'm not racist.
One thing I am is anti poor. I'm not dating a nigga who can't provide for me.
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As well as anti dumb. I like men who are intelligent and successful. If your not those things you might as well leave me the hell alone.
8.2.22 Ok random but Sam from ginger snaps
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Like if you watch the scene when he was introduced, you'll understand. I love this man. Like he speaks for himself.
I like the way he talks it's very white and fucking hilarious to me. Idk he's charming, interesting, funny, smart (in the area of supernatural shit) I'd date a guy like I'm in real life especially if we were the same age. So yea 10/10.
Speaking of teen characters that are drug dealers. Fucking Fezco
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I fucking love this man, like I love that he loves his family, his relationship with Lexi is something I could only dream of. He so fucking chill and be trying help Rue. And weird but I like when he's mad idk... I know that they just took Angus Cloud off the street and put him on euphoria so I'd assume his personality is not that different from the character.
Idk I haven't watched any interviews. Mostly because when I'm attracted to someone I can't function and I'd much rather watch them from a distance. But yea he's the type of guy I would date irl if we were the same age just like Sam.
