Angel I couldn't kill DabiBaku

My Life with him

TW: Mention of rape

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Bakugo POV:

I woke up in a different room not Izuku's but still a room. It had very pastel colors and seemed to suit the inner me that was now the outer me. I looked around the room then my eyes met with a black haired male. It was strange but our interactions made me feel a little nice. I ended up making him spicy curry I enjoyed it. All of our interactions made me feel weak inside I blamed that on my current emotional state.

Just as I was about to finish I was getting plates out to put the food out and a sharp pain shot through my brain and whole body. The pain caused me to drop the plate and fall to the floor. In that single moment I felt all the forced emotions slip away. It left me dazed and confused but the moment ended quickly. The forced emotions were back and I quickly started panicking and stumbling over apologies attempting to pick up the broken plate. I was stopped by Dabi who told me to just finish making dinner. There was a moment shortly after the plate incident that made my stomach heat up and I just froze. He kissed my neck and kept calling me princess.

I loved the nickname but didn't know why. I did weakly argue my gender point but it was shot down and I really didn't want to say anything else. I had finished eating and was just watching Dabi eat. He finally finished and I pretended I'd just finished as well. After that we had nothing much to do so we sat down and watched this random show and I don't think either of us were too interested in it. I could feel eyes on me at all times I subtly looked over at Dabi and felt my cheeks heat up as I noticed he was staring at me. I quickly turned away from him 'what the fuck why am I blushing? He's a villain who kidnapped me and I'm a hero in training who's been kidnapped... but hell I didn't notice how fucking hot he was' I thought to myself happy that I could still think like normal me.

It seemed that it was just that most of my actions and speech was filtered out to make me seem sweet and submissive. However, this state or not i think I would submit if Dabi pinned me down. Ugh no this is really bad I need to get out of here. If I stay I will 110% end up gaining a crush on this guy. I can't remember what that's called I think it's Stockholm syndrome. Having a crush on someone who kidnapped you. I really didn't want that especially in this extremely submissive state who knows what we'd end up doing if that happened. What kind of hero would i be if I had a crush on a villain. At the moment I constantly have a coil in my stomach like I want something... it sounds really weird but it's like my body is begging for something inside.

Now yes I am a gay male but I'd never felt this kind of desire before. I had always wanted to be on top ever since i first realized i was gay. To me the idea of being a bottom never seemed appealing up until now well at least it have never seemed this appealing obviously I've been curious. I did actually have a little bit of a bad experience with bottoming so I guess that could be why. I asked one of my middle school friends about gay sex and stuff surrounding it and they took that as an invitation to finger my ass without asking properly. I mean that did make me realize I was definitely gay but it also hurt a lot. He said it was because I was moving so much and because I was a virgin so really it was my fault.

I turned my head towards Dabi and shuffled back as I came face to face with him. "What are you thinking about princess?" He questioned me looking curious and a little sad I'm assuming because I wasn't talking to him. I was trying to think of a lie to tell him but as I opened my mouth to say it something different came out "I was thinking about something I did with a friend in middle school" it was the truth but I didn't want to tell him that "Was this friend a boy or a girl?" He asked jealousy and anger in his tone "He's a boy quite a few months older than me I was the youngest in the class he was the oldest" I said like it was nothing a blank expression on my face. "What did you and this friend do?" Jealousy was gone it was now just plane anger