Angel I couldn't kill DabiBaku

Together again

Bakugos POV:
I didn't know how much I had forgotten I only remembered things when someone told me about it. In fact I only remembered Todoroki was my boyfriend when he walked in and then our relationship all came back to me. To be completely honest he was kind of an ass hole from what little I can remember he was always kind of condescending and he made me feel like everything was my fault. I feel like every single one of our fights ended up with me apologizing even if I was right. Anyway he was quite late to school today which was surprising. He wasn't at the dorm because of everything that was happening at home so I guess maybe he just lost track of time.

Once class had finished everyone came over to me and started asking a lot of questions about where I was, how I was, what happened and I couldn't take it I knew I looked terrified. I think I looked even more terrified when Todoroki pulled me away from everyone and into a bathroom. I watched as Todoroki checked to make sure we were alone before he froze the main door shut and pushed me to the wall. Inner me was kinda turned on but outer me was still absolutely petrified of him so I squeezed my eyes shut as he held me there. After a moment he released my neck and stepped away from me he looked shocked to see my body shaking all over.

"Katsuki I was talking to my brother this morning. He happened to tell me that you were with him the past few months. Now I don't want to jump to any kind of a conclusion because I'd like to think your better than cheating on me with my own brother. So would you like to tell me what you and my brother did all that time" I squeezed my eyes closed again and I felt tears start to spill from my eyes I didn't even know where to start with explaining myself to him. Why did I need to explain myself to him he already said he didn't think I'd cheat on him which isn't entirely true but it also isn't false. In spite of trying to stick up for myself I still felt like he was entitled to an answer. 

I whipped my eyes quickly and took a deep inaudible breath before starting "I d-didn't do anything. We didn't do a-anything. I wanted to make him h-happy." I replied with the truth knowing he'd see straight through my lies this state of mind made me want to please anyone and everyone so yeah I did want to make Dabi happy and that happened to be having me. I got a little more scared seeing how the truth didn't make him any happier "Make him happy? Katsuki I'm your boyfriend. The boyfriend that was here worried sick that you could have been killed and your out there gallivanting with my own brother. Who is by the way eight years older than you" I took a moment and stopped crying after he had said that eight years wasn't right "Seven..." I said hoping it was a mistake and he'd catch on and correct himself "Huh? What's that supposed to mean? Seven?" He replied his face scrunching up and twisting unnaturally out of anger. I decided I'd just tell him seen as he was too far up his own ass to remember his own boyfriends birthday. The boyfriend that he was so, so worried about he couldn't be bothered to remember the day they spent together most of the time. "While I was gone it went through April. I'm 17 now. There's only seven years between us. Did you forget about my birthday?.."

I started to feel the pain in my head again that meant I was having one of those brief moments where my old personality would show through. I was surprised I was still standing due to the pain in my head I knew I was going to collapse soon because I could feel myself swaying from side to side. "Why the fuck does it matter if I did? It's not like you were here to celebrate and I was to busy trying to figure out if you were dead or alive" he finished and by this point the pain had grown so much but I could feel my renowned scowl on my face before my legs gave out and I fell to my knees gripping my hair to try and stop the pain.

Todoroki was loving me being on my knees so much so he had the audacity to make a comment "Holy fuck Katsuki. You absolute fucking slut you can't fix every single one of our fights with a blowjob. Guess that's what you meant by making Toya happy!" I shuck my head angrily the pain subsidized and I looked up at him. "No, no, no. You can't put that shit on me. Your the one that always suggested make up make outs. Your the one that always wanted me to blow you. Your the one that every time I came around you assumed it was because I wanted to sleep with you. How dare you call me a slut I don't even regret trying to get Dabi to sleep with me now. He is twice the man you will ever ever be!" I yelled regretting it a little because I did think I loved Todoroki but it just came out because I couldn't handle being slut shamed when it was actually meant not in a kinky sexual degrading way.

I saw his whole body fill with anger and hatred for me I didn't even register that he had raised his hand before he had brought it down quickly and hit it against the side of my cheek. Although he looked happy for a very short while after doing it I could tell he regretted it because he came to my side and placed his right hand on my cheek and activated his quirk letting it cool down my now quite hot and painful cheek. A few more tears left my eyes "You just hit me. You ass hat- ugh my head..." I could feel my mind slipping back to being how I was before "Katsuki are you alright? How about we go back to my dorm?" it sounded like a question but I knew Todoroki and I couldn't help but want to listen to him so I nodded my head "Yeah I'm tired can we please go cuddle?" I smiled at Todoroki and then stood up letting him pick me up and walk me to the dorms.

Once we were at the dorms and he had told me to be quiet and to stop relentlessly apologizing and that it was okay he was nice again. He was a nice person and I guess we did love each other we just never seemed to have medium moments are relationships was only ever really good or really bad. I think that was what bugged my friends about our relationship it was only ever 'Me and Shoto went on holiday with his dads money' or 'Shoto fucked me in my sleep again. Yeah I said he could but I don't think he was even trying not to wake me up.' None of the stuff he did has ever been without my consideration it was just that some stuff I'd agree to more for him than me and that was constant. We really didn't do much that I wanted to do it was always what he had planned even if I'd suggested something different.

We lay in the dorm together and I hugged into his chest. "Bakugo when we finish school how would you feel about getting a house together and you just staying there. Letting me bring home money." Todoroki asked leaving me shocked and horrified that he'd want me to give up being a hero. "But Sho I've wanted to be a hero my entire life it's what I've been working towards for years. How could you ask me to give that all up and just stay at home?" Todoroki looked at me like I'd said something wrong "Kat I've done so much for you and that's the life I grew up with my mum was always at home and I want that for our kids. That and if we live together I'll always know that your safe at home and not whoring around with my brother" Todoroki explained making my blood boil "Shoto I'm seventeen and your talking about kids I don't even know if I'd want to adopt. I also can't be like your mother because for one I'm not a women and two that would be weird. Why bring Dabi back up I apologized I thought we were over that..."

For some reason after I explained that he seemed a little more angry. "Katsuki I don't want some other persons kids I want our kids me and you our genes." That confused me very much wondering what planet he was on that would make me a guy able to have kids "Shoto what are you talking about I'm a guy we can't have our own kids" I said and he seemed like there was some really obvious solution to that and I just wasn't seeing it. "Kat, baby boy it is a very big world out there someone will have a quirk to change your gender or just give you a uterus" I didn't know how he could be suggesting this considering the amount of times he's told me he loved me the way I was and wouldn't change anything about me.

I sighed to myself and hugged closer to Todoroki not knowing what else to do. Todoroki reached his hand down and squeezed my ass tightly. I had no reaction I didn't feel angry at him and I didn't feel like I loved him anymore. I shouldn't still be here then but in this state and even if I wasn't like this I don't think I could bring myself to break up with him. Even tho I would be unhappy he'd appreciate me doing it and that's good I guess. If I stayed who would I really be hurting. Eventually yes I'd have to say something or just disagree with some stuff like becoming his house wife. However, until that moment I'd just have to deal with it or maybe if I broke up with him and then just ran away I wouldn't have to deal with the consequences. I could probably never do that tho I think it would slowly eat me up inside I'd always think about what could've been but that'll happen anyway I'll always wonder what my life with dabi would be like. So I'm in a lose, lose situation which is great.

This isn't how I expected anything would turn out having a crush on my boyfriends brother. I had accepted that now that I had a crush on Dabi I had also accepted that I didn't actually like Todoroki anymore. Life is so difficult. I had woken up before Todoroki and made my way down to the kitchen are of the dorms to make food for me and Todoroki but I ended up making enough for the whole class I guess I just got a little carried away. It looked nice so now I just waited for people to come down and take it. Slowly everyone filed into the room and took the food thanked me and then left.

It turns out without even trying I'd been training my whole life for what Todoroki wanted me to do as well. My mum taught me how to cook, clean, save money while shopping all household stuff and jobs that I'd need. Now I was doing it out of reflex after spending that time just looking after Dabi I guess I wanted to cook and clean for people. After some consideration I actually kind of liked the idea of just staying at home. My issue was who I'd spend it with. Obviously the responsible and most sociably acceptable choice would be Shoto but that's not the choice I wanted to make. Just then another shot of pain ran through my head but when this one was over I wasn't back to my submissive self I was me again. This was perfect I'd made my decision I would break up with Todoroki and find a way to go and live with Dabi. 

Quickly I ran up the stairs making my way to Todoroki's dorm I kicked the door open and ran to the bed. I jumped up and down on the bed effectively waking Todoroki up causing him to roll over into my legs making me fall back and hit the floor winding myself. As I lay on the ground gasping for air and clutching my chest I look up to the boy who was now sat up looking shocked on the bed and I muttered through chokes "I'm b-breaking up with y-you." I then got up with a wobble and as soon as my breath came back I began to run.

A lot of people thought I was weird or in trouble with how quick I was running at seven in the morning on a Wednesday. Once I was at the Todoroki house I knocked violently at the door until a tall boy with smooth skin and white hair answered. "Hi is Dabi here?" I asked a little out of breath "Princess it's me Enji found someone that could fix my skin. This is what I would've looked like if I didn't become a villain. Now what are you doing here so early in the morning on a school day? And why are you looking for me" he finished looking a little amused at my flustered and out of breath state. "First off wow you look amazing. Second I'm here to tell you that I broke up with Shoto and I think I love you and I wanna be with you for the rest of my life. Third oh wait that other one kind of answered your last question so that's it." With all said and done I waited for a reaction.

He stared for a moment then smirked "You think you can use your quirk to get rid of these quirk  cancelling cuffs and my ankle monitor so we can get the hell out of here" I smiled back at him and did as he asked. "Where are we going?" He looked down as we began to walk to one of Enjis many cars "I'm afraid the only place I can think of is the L•O•V hideout" I just nodded at him not really seeing the issue with it because its not like they'd be torturing me this time. ONce we found the most expensive car that we were ultimately going to ruin I waited as Dabi opened my car door for me and jokingly bowed "Only the best car for my princes" I laughed at him and got in the passenger side of the car and then watched Dabi run around to the other side and get in the driver side before we both sped off.

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word count: 2,546

I think there will only be one or two more chapters after this :( . Anyway have a lovely morning/afternoon/night