Angel I couldn't kill DabiBaku

Nightmares

Shotos POV:

Me and Bakugo have been dating for almost a year now. We got together not long after the first sports festival.

Flashback:

When they finally let Bakugo out of the thing that was keeping him still he ran off. At first I was glad he had left he was rude, arrogant and he seemed so angry just then. My feelings changed when I went back to the dorms early tho I heard noises coming from one of the rooms. Like the hero in training I am I wanted to go make sure everything was okay it didn't even register to me that me and Bakugo were the only ones here or that it was his room. I walked in and found him asleep but he was screaming and yelling he seemed to be gasping for air.

I watched the strange behaviour for a minute before the screening began to stop leaving him crying and weekly asking for help. I shuck him slightly and waited I shuck again and again until finally Bakugo shot up gasping and clutching his throat. He turned to me and his eyes widened before he quickly wiped away his tears. "How long we're you listening and what did I say" he asked looking down at his hands that rested in his lap "I wasn't here for long I heard a noise and wanted to check it out. You weren't saying particularly much it was just screaming and crying until the end where you stopped and just begged for help for someone to save you."

Bakugo got up and walked over to the door he shut it and locked it before coming to sit back down. "I suppose you want someone answers?" He asked still looking a bit shuck up his breathing was slightly uneven. "I don't mind Bakugo, if you don't want to tell me then don't tel-" I was cut off by the boy next to me putting a finger to my mouth "No I need this someone needs to know the full and true story. My version" he stopped and took a deep breath in and then out he did that a few more times before his breathing was practically back to normal.

After that relaxing break Bakugo began to talk again "As you probably know when I was in middle school I was attacked by a villain. The villain would enter a persons body and use them as some kind of flesh suit the villain could use the persons quirk once they were in there body. The way the villain entered the person was through any large or malleable entrenches to there internal organs and body. So that would be nose, ears, mouth, the corners of your eyes and as...hol..." he muttered the last to words and I couldn't quite hear him. "Could you say that last part again Bakugo I'm sorry I couldn't hear you muttered a little" his facial expression showed anger but there were tears brimming at the corner of his eyes "I said corners of your eyes and ass hole! He was going through my fucking ass hole!" He yelled as tears ran down his face.

I put my hands on his shoulders and pulled him into my chest. We sat for a moment I was trying to think about what he'd just told me and he was still trying to stop crying. Bakugo pulled away from me and sat up drying his eyes pointlessly as more tears fell as soon as he dried them. "It felt like my lower half was burning and it felt like that for weeks after. I thought I was in the clear after they said I hadn't had much damage but they asked where the villains sludge was entering me so I told them, again saving the fact he was going in through me ass till last and they had a doctor come in and clean out all the remaining sludge which didn't help with the pain. Because the villain was going in through my nose and mouth I couldn't breathe and I could feel myself starting to give up. I couldn't see anything because he was going through my eyes. I couldn't hear anything because he was going through my ears. It was that moment I thought what if this was death. Just noting. And if I died now would I be able to tell the difference? Would I be in pain forever? And that still scares me to this day."

We took another hug break however this one was cut short when Bakugo started to fall asleep which lead to him losing balance and falling landing on my thigh the impact waking him up. "Do you want to go to sleep? You can tell me when you wake up?" I asked but he shuck his head "If I put it off I won't have the guts to finish it. After the incident I kept having a nightmare about being back there and it feels so fucking real. Like I'm actually choking like I can actually feel him still inside me. But no one would help me in the short flickers where I could see people they were smiling, taking photos, encouraging the villain, telling me it's what I deserve so I sit there until I give up. That's when I wake up right before the villain takes full control and I die. We assumed the nightmares would stop when I fully healed but it kept happening. And small things that even slightly reminded me of it would set me off screaming and crying chocking on nothing. We went to the hospital and I got diagnosed with PTSD it's a trauma response and it fucking sucks a person without it can't even come close to how that makes us feel. So when I was tied up that thing over my mouth I couldn't move or run or even yell for help. That's why I ran off afterwards I cried myself to sleep to get away from the villain but as soon as I fell asleep it was right there as well" he finished talking and lay down.