DADDY ISSUES | JM

3: safety net.

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I start trembling he squeezes my inner thigh again. A quiet and pitchy moan leaves my lips as I squeeze my thighs together, feeling nervous. I feel tenderness in my womanhood as his hand goes higher and higher, caressing me. What is he doing? What is he up to? I look down at his veiny hand. "Relax," He whispers, making me close my eyes tightly. This is so weird. "Let me do my magic, hm?" His voice calms me down but makes me so fucking curious at the same time.

But I'll just let him do whatever he wants to. I don't have anything to lose anyway, so why the hell would I even care? There's only one thing I can lose.

My virginity.

I get pulled out of my thoughts as his left hand comes in contact with my cheek. "Princess," My heart starts beating rapidly as he calls me that. No one has ever called me that. I start breathing heavily, getting more nervous as each second passes.

I see him loosening the grey sweatpants he changed me into and burying his hand under the thick fabric and going even further. His hand reaches under my underwear. What in hell is he even trying to do?

I tense up as his hand touches my vagina, I flinch. "Make ah for Daddy, Baby," I open my mouth only for him to suddenly slide his fingers inside my mouth. I close my mouth as soon as he strokes my clit, biting his fingers. "Yes, Baby. Let Daddy make you feel good," He pushes all his fingers inside of me out of nowhere, all at once, making me jolt up as I keep on biting his fingers, moaning but keeping in my screams because of his fingers.

"You've been through so much," My eyes roll back as he says that, pumping his fingers in and out of my flower, being gentle yet so hard while doing it. I feel like I'm on cloud 9 and I'm feeling peace and satisfaction for the first time in my entire life. I let out a moan as he keeps on doing his magic, I'm biting his fingers. He pecks my cheek gently as my cheeks flush red.

I feel so overwhelmed. Overwhelmed with so much pleasure it makes me feel so good. I don't want this to stop, ever. "Daddy is going to make sure you'll feel much better from now on," He whispers in my ear. Yes, Daddy. Please.

I have never even once thought about stuff like sexual actions, pleasure, and kinks. My life has always been depressed and it actually feels so good to have someone to pleasure you and know what you want, what you need, and what makes you feel like you are in heaven. I don't know why I deserved this. And I also don't know why he came into my life so suddenly. It's already been 2 hours since I've known him but it for real feels like an eternity and that's honestly so crazy. I can't believe this myself.

I always wondered what it would be like if there was someone who loves you and cares for you. Someone like a father figure. And I can finally experience it. Finally. I feel so good. I feel like I'm someone's first priority for the first time in my life and it actually breaks my heart and tores my heart into million pieces. I pity myself. I found peace after such a long time and it happened to be on my 18th birthday.

I don't notice tears building in my eyes as I hold onto his arm, slightly pushing his hand away which pleased me just now, as well as his other hand. I break down in tears as I turn around and instantly wrap my arms around him, surprising him with my sudden actions. I have never been happier.

Tears roll down my cheeks as I hide my face in his chest and he hugs me back, pecking my head. "Thank you for taking me with you," I manage to say through my sobs. "Thank you so much," I break down. "You don't have to worry anymore," He softly says, stroking my back as I get quiet and my tears stop falling after a while. "You're mine now," He adds, adding more pressure on my small and sensitive heart. I breathe in heavily.

"No one is ever going to harm you ever again," My eyes start feeling heavier after he says that. He makes me feel protected in no time by just holding me in his arms and just caressing me. I love it in his arms. It just feels like home. I feel so secure. I don't want to lose this, never. I need to obey him and make him feel satisfied as well when I don't want to lose my surroundings.

Not only that, but I don't want to lose him.

I close my eyes slowly, still feeling him rubbing my back at a slow and comfortable pace.

"I promise,"