DADDY ISSUES | JM

25: solution.

Y/n is sitting at the kitchen counter peacefully munching on her chicken while Jin and I are on our way upstairs to the dusty room. I sometimes come in here when the guys are over and we're usually talking about Johnny, the past, and the times in the military.

I open the wooden white door, cracking it open before we enter the room. I remember Y/n almost caught me looking at the polaroids of her father and me. I wanted to get swallowed by the earth at that moment. I hate the fact of keeping secrets from her and I hate myself for that.

"You're still keeping Elaine's dresses, right?" Jin asks as he approaches the dresses, looking up and down at them while I close the door behind me. "Yeah, but I think about donating them to poor orphans," I respond. Jin hums in response. I sigh and sit down on the bed as I look down at the floor, intertwining my fingers. "And when are you going to tell her that Johnny is her father and that you were his friend?" He asks suddenly, making me look up at him.

"I don't know..." I respond as guilt washes over me again. I love Y/n and I don't want to hurt her. I will be the reason for her sadness and depression and I can't do that. I can't hurt her. I love her too much. Imagining her being heartbroken because of me is enough to rip me apart. I don't want to take risks.

"I think about giving her away to Namjoon," I say and Jin's eyes widen immediately. "Jimin, are you kidding me? You can't just do that!" He shouts, but not loud. "She's still a kid and a human, not a toy. And Johnny trusted you with his child and you're being selfish right now," He's right.

I'm a pussy.

"But I can't hurt her, Jin. She's so innocent and I love her so much, you have no idea," I say and bury my face in my hands. "She means everything to me. I don't want to hurt her," I blurt out and look at him again.

"I'm disappointed in you," Jin confesses and sits down on the small brown stool in front of me. "You should tell her. She has the right to know. Don't give her away to Namjoon or the other guys," Jin replies. "Y/n loves you too. It's obvious. And she trusts you with her whole heart. The way she just sat down on your lap without you telling her to do that was so adorable to me. And you're right she doesn't deserve to get hurt but I bet she'll trust you even more than she does now if you tell her the truth,"

I take a deep breath. Jin's right. "But how am I supposed to do that?" I question and rest my chin in the palm of my hand, looking at the black-haired man. "Did you guys have Sex yet?" My eyes widen. "No, what the hell?" I respond, feeling kinda surprised.

Jin takes a deep breath before talking again. "And why is that, Jimin?" He asks and looks kinda annoyed. "She's still young... And I want her first time to be with someone she loves," I say softly thinking about Y/n.

She's so innocent but still managed to make me cum inside her small and tiny mouth.

Such a dirty little girl.

"Jimin, are you kidding me?" Jin suddenly stands up. "You didn't have Sex with her?" He adds and I look down.

Do I need to explain him why I didn't shove my cock inside her hole? That's kinda awkward talking about Y/n's small private part which is located between her legs.

Thinking about them makes me wanna touch them and squeeze them. Especially now when she's wearing a onesie.

Fuck. I'm so desperate for her.

Jin sits down again. "Y/n loves you and it's obvious she only wants you to touch her and love her," I look at him, listening carefully.

"She loves you so much, Jimin. I promise. She trusts you with her whole heart and you shouldn't break it. Please make love to her and show her that you love her more than she does," My heart skips a beat as he finishes.

He's right. Why am I so blind? Y/n has always been lonely ever since her father died and now I'm the one taking care of her. She's cute, lovely and a sweet kind girl who deserves nothing but pure happiness.

And Jin is correct. I need to give that happiness to her. I want to make her feel pure euphoria and get excited over small things. "The PlayStation is next to the couch if you want to give it to her," He reminds me and I nod.

Jin glances at the watch around his wrist and raises his brows. "Well, I think it's time to go," He stands up and waits for me to do so too. Before Jin leaves to the door he turns around as I call out to him. "Jin?" He turns around, raising one eyebrow while he's palming the door handle. "So what am I supposed to do now?" I ask and frown worriedly. He approaches me and gently places his hand on my shoulder.

"Bang her,"