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POV: ALANNA

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POV: ALANNA

I stared out the window in shock absolutely speechless from the sight in front of me. There stood my mother with the most indescribable look on her face. It was the same look she had one her face when she found out that Jennifer smoked. My heart was beating so fast and everyone of the alarms located in my body going off and they were all saying the same thing.

"I'm done for" I mumbled. My mom grabbed the door handle swinging open the car door so now there was nothing separating our two faces. My heart sank to my feet and I felt like throwing up when she brought her face closer to mine.

(A/N: Pretend that the car they were in isn't Rosalie's red convertible"

"Out of this damn car now" She whispered against my face

"Mom I-"I didn't get to finish my sentence because she interrupted

"Alanna Hide do not make me repeat myself" She said a little louder than the last time and I knew better than to pull on her leg or disobey her when she's upset so I made sure to maintain eye contact scared that if I looked away I was going to receive a slap in the back of the head. I mean don't get me wrong my mom is not an abuser in fact she barely ever lays a hand on me or and sisters the only time she ever hits us is when we push her to her limits or act like we don't have brain cells that is when she won't hesitate to slap the life out of us.

My mom was the first to break eye contact and I took advantage of that and ran inside. As I reached inside I looked at the time it was 6:15 pm

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"No mom please"

"MOM IT HURTS"

"Mom I swear I'll never curse again"

"Mom you're killing me"

It's now 7:15 pm and my two sisters keeps mocking me because of what happened earlier. Mom decided to activate her inner meat butcher on my butt so let's just say that I won't be cursing anything soon. So now that that's happened Jennifer and Devi won't stop making fun of me, it's been like this for a while for and I was starting to get annoyed not only by them but the fact that my butt still hurts too. After completely being done with my sisters I decided to sneak out of my bedroom window after telling everyone I was going to bed early. I decided it was best to just leave real quick to get some fresh air and to clear my head. Luckily most of the street lights were now on and the moon was shining beautifully bright. I wasn't really paying attention to where I was walking in fact I was just walking where ever my feet dared to take me because I was too lost in my own thoughts to even care.

I snapped out of it when I realized where I was, once again I was surrounded by trees and twigs but this time there's a pond a very beautiful one. The moon reflected on it brightly and it looked oh so dazzling, it shined brightly like a diamond in the sun. The view reminded me of a date my boyfriend once took me on it was the one where he asked me to be his girlfriend. I had been so caught up in remembering the past I didn't even notice the tears flowing down my face or the silhouette of the figure behind me well that was until I felt a cold hand on my shoulder. I tensed up at the touch that touch it was something I could never forget who it belonged too, it was an all too familiar touch. I spun my head around to see who the gentle touch belonged too though I already knew it's owner. I was met with the beautiful face of Rosalie, she had a gentle smile resting on her gorgeous lips.

"You alright?" The girl asked in the most caring and gentle tone. I contemplated weather or not I should trust the blonde and actually open up. I decided the latter because I felt as if I was going to explode if I didn't open up to the girl soon I was going to explode.

"No I'm not alright"I sobbed, the girl just stayed quiet so I continued "MY life was so damn perfect I had money, popularity, friends, and most of all love but it's all gone and it hurts so bad. And if that's not bad I just had to move to this gloomy town where I barely know anyone" I said sobbing on the girls shoulders. "I miss him Rosalie. I miss him so much it feels like he took half of me with him." I cried. In response the girl wrapped her arms around my waist pulling me closer, I wrapped my arms around her neck and snuggled my face in the crook of her neck which smelled like heaven. I continued to cry into her neck without saying a word while she just whispered sweet things in my ears. Soon enough she stopped after I had calm down and stopped crying, the only sound that could be heard between us was the sounds of frogs, crickets, and splashing water. Me and the blonde sat there in silence as our bodies relaxed in each others grasp. Rosalie was the first to break the silence, she had offered to take me home which I accepted with a nod. Rosalie picked me up bridal style and carried me to her car and even if she didn't show it I know her body felt the same disappointment I felt once I couldn't feel her cold body against mine.

The drive was filled with comfortable silence Rosalie once again focused on the road while I just stared out the window feeling all the chilly breeze flow through my hair. Again Rosalie broke the silence alerting me that we reached at my house and before I left the car I said

"I'm really sorry for the things I said to you today I don't know why I said all those things to you they were really outta pocket and for that I apologize for all the awful stuff I said to you I swear I really mean it this time and also thank you. You know for uh tonight" I turned to face the blonde before pulling her into a hug, immediately the girl tensed up but relaxed after a little while tho she didn't reciprocate the hug. I let go of the girl and gave her a small smile before saying goodnight.

After that night I didn't see Rosalie nor had any of the Cullens been seen for a whole week. Then they'd finally made and appearance on that special rainy day.

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I haven't seen or heard from Rosalie in a whole week and I was starting to get a little nervous I mean what if she felt weird about what happened that night and she doesn't want to see me again or she feels uncomfortable. Thoughts about that night and what happened between us flooded my mind all week I waited for Rosalie to come to school and talk about that night I needed to talk to her about it during our 'interactions' I felt some kinds of spark and I needed to know weather it was just me or she felt them too.        

I had made up my mind I'm going to the Cullens house after school to clarify everything if I wait any longer my brain just my explode.

After finishing my makeup I checked in the mirror to make sure I looked good for Rosalie this afternoon I also checked if my heels were in my bag, I headed downstairs to say goodbye to Mom before she headed out and also put on my sneakers to walk to school and grab an umbrella.

"Oh Alanna there you are I was just about to call you down! You have a visitor" Mom said at the bottom of the stairs, I was about to say 'Hey Bella' but was met with an unexpected face, the same face which had been clouding my mind for the past week, Rosalie


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