I woke up in the middle night to having a dream about Cooper and so the first person I went to tell was nessa
Paige😗
Bitch I'm sad
Nessey😙
Why
Paige😗
I had a dream about Cooper
Nessey😙
What happened
Paige😗
So I was sound asleep in your house cause we were having a sleepover and I wake up in the dream and I walk out my room you and sab are watching a movie and coop walks through door and y'all are just talking to him and I'm like what the what and the reason I knew it was a dream was because I was wearing my Cooper bracelet
Nessey😙
Awe chicky I'm so sorry I know how much you miss him I could never imagine how your going through his passing
Paige😗
Even tho it's been a year I can't get over his death that mother fucker was my whole damn world I would go to him for everything I went to him when I cut for the first time when me and Jackson got together me and Jackson's first arguments hell I even went to coop when I lost my virginity and now coop is gone and I have no idea what to do without him I keep trying my best but I can't
Nessey😙
Ik chicky how about this do you want to have a sleepover tonight
Paigey😗
Yes please I love Jackson don't get me wrong but he doesn't really know how to help me when I'm depressed I mean he can just not with words
Nessey😙
Yeah I know what you mean
Paigey😗
Ok I'll come by later are you busy at all today
Nessey😙
Um let me check my schedule
Paigey😗
Kk
Read at 4:09am
I wait until I get a message but I end up falling asleep and then hours later I wake up to a text message from nessa
Nessey😙
Nope I'm not busy today
Paigey😗
Ok well then I'll leave here at like 4:00 and be there about 6:00
Nessey😙
Ok I love youuuu
Paigey😗
I love you tooooo
I put my phone down and then I look at the time and it's 12:00 so I get out of bed and go downstairs and I see everybody downstairs
Paige: hey I'm staying with nessa tonight
Jackson: ok babe have fun
Paige: I'm not leaving now I'm leaving here at like 4
Jackson: oh ok
He kisses my head and then walks away and I text nessa on my phone
Paigey😗
Nessa
Nessey😙
What did I do
Paigey😗
Nothing I'm coming earlier
Nessey😙
Why
Paigey😗
Jackson is acting weird
Nessey😙
Oh no yeah come over earlier and then later we can find out what he's doing
Paigey😗
Kk
I go and to Jackson's room and pack some clothes and my makeup and then he walks in he room
Paige: hey I'm leaving now
Jackson: ok love you
Paige: Um love you too
I go to kiss him but he walks away and I just walk outside and ask Thomas for keys
Paige: hey Tom I'm going to hang with nessa tonight can I use one of your cars
Thomas: yeah which one
Paige: one that's quiet
Thomas: take the ford runner
Paige: kk byeeeee
Thomas: bye
I get the ford runner keys and I get in the car and I drive to nessas and when I get there I just walk right in
Paige: HEY BITCH
Nessa: HEY HOE
I run over to her and hug her and she hugs me back
Paige: I missed you sm I haven't seen you since your birthday
Nessa: ikkk I've missed you sm more
Paige: you miss me more than I missed you ok Sure
Nessa: ok so tell me more about that dream
Paige: can we sit first
Nessa: yes ofc
We sit down in her couch and she holds my hands
Paige: I'll try to say this without breaking down in tears
Nessa: it's ok to cry
Paige: ok...so me and Jackson went to sleep last night and my dreams were normal and ig I thought of coop like I always do and boom That's when the dream started
Nessa: ok here's what I think, you miss Cooper so much you lucid dream about him like you dreamed he was alive right
Paige: holy shit maybe your right
Nessa: see
Paige: ness it's been a year and I'm fucking missing him like crazy his birthday is next week he would be 20 fucking 1 ness 21 and he's gone
I just start breaking out in tears and she grabs me and hugs me tightly and kisses my head
Nessa: hey it's ok I know you miss him he was your brother and your best friend your gonna miss him forever until the day you die babes we all miss him but I feel like you miss him more than anybody knows I know sab really misses him but I know you miss him more
Paige: and then Jackson
Nessa: oh yeah tell me about that bullshit
Paige: idk we went to bed perfectly fine and this morning he was acting different
Nessa: let me check his social media he might've put something on there
Paige: maybe I'll look too
I go on all social medias and I see that he blocked me
Paige: ness he blocked me
Nessa: he didn't block my let me check his stories
Nessas POV
I went on his Instagram and saw a promise ring with the caption "I can't wait to give it to her tomorrow" awe that's adorable
Paige: did you find anything
I quickly get out of his story
Nessa: no just brand deals
Paige: fuckkk
She just starts crying
Nessa: hey it's ok he probably has a surprise for you and he probably posted it
Paige: do you think he's cheating
Nessa: no no no he would never I threatened him and so did coop and Bryce and josh and Thomas and Jaden and Landon and sab and Cynthia kouvr Micheal Jacob acr Kristian Bryce hell I would be more scared of Mia
Paige: imma ask him
Nessa: ok
End of POV
I text Jackson
Paigeeee😘
Hey
Jackkkk😍
Yes princess
Paigeeee😘
Are you cheating on me
Jacksonnnn😍
Omg no why would you think I was cheating
Paigeeee😘
Idk cause you blocked me on all social media
Jackkkk😍
No babe I just have a surprise for you on all my stuff
Paigeeee😘
You sure you aren't cheating
Jackkkk😍
Yes babe I'm sure I could never cheat on you, your my whole entire world never think for two seconds that i would cheat on you because I never would I love you too much
Paigeeee😘
I'm sorry I accused you of cheating
Jackkkk😍
It's ok babe if you were being secretive I would have thought the worse too it's ok baby
Paigeeee😘
You sure
Jackkkk😍
Yes I'm sure now have fun with nessa and I'll unblock you on TikTok when I give you the surprise and I'll unblock you when the stories go away ok baby
Paigeeee😘
Ok I love you forever
Jackkkk😍
I love you forever too baby
I leave him on open after loving the message
Nessa: see I told you it was nothing now what do you want to do
Paige: you wanna go get our hair and nails done and then we can go get makeup
Nessa: Omg and tattoos
Paige: OMG YES GOOD IDEA
nessa: Ik *smiles*
Paige: ok we gotta get dressed bae we both still in our PJ's
Nessa: oh yeah definitely
Your outfit