Vampire academy Rose and Christian life out of Court

Lissa's and Dimitri's guilt

LPOV

I was with Dimitri when  Adrian came in with tears coming down his face I actually think this my first time i ever seen him cry what surprise me was the way he asked Dimitri. "What did you do to her Belikov ? Huh? What did you say to her?Huh? Huh? What? " Dimitri looked so confused then he'd looked at me say did I understand what he was asking , really i was trying to figure out what Adrian was asking. I could see the wheels spinning in his head the light bulb went on and so did mine. ROSE! No... No... No... what happen to Rose, did something bad happen to Rose? That's when Adrian thrown do to letter addressed to me and Dimitri, and that's when i took mine and read the letter:

Dear Lissa, i'm sorry i not there for you any more put this what you wanted me to leave so i'm leaving don't come looking for me at all so good luck and i wish the best of hope i won't check on the bond and if i do its only to take darkness so please don't look for me at all plus i don't know when or if i'm coming back at all. goodbye liss .

Rose.

No Rose promised me she wouldn't leave me and what that's when the guilt settle in.

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Dpov

When Rose left the church I felt bad I just wanted to run to her and put her here in my arms and for me to kiss her over and over and say I love you but I knew I couldn't do that after what I did to her n Russia so here I am sitting here with Vasilisa reading one of mine western books. (A.N. i don't know any westerns at all so if you could let me know that would be great! thanks) and that's when I started to think about Roz-rose damn it I need to stop calling her that. And that's when Adrian Ivashkov came in with tears down his face what surprised me was what he said "What did you do to her Belikov ? Huh? What did you say to her?Huh? Huh? What? " What is he talking about? That's when I had my wheels in my head started to spinning in my head. NO...NO... NO... This can't be happening. Rose why did I do that to her why did I say that to rose And that's when Adrian put to letters down and that's when I garbed mine and readied the letter:

 Dear Dimitri so when you get this note it's mean i left court so you and lissa get what you want me to leave so i'm respecting your space by leaving good luck and i wish you the best.

love your Roza  

When i finished reading i had tear coming down my face non-stop. And that's when the guilt set in omg this is my fault.

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Apov

When I went to see Hans the head guardian of court he had this disappointment on his face I came here because my aunt told me to come here and get something from Guardian Hans but when he saw me he just gave me these for letter that when i stepped out and readied my letter:

Dear Adrian i know on day you will find that special girl who will capture your heart and will love you for who you are good luck . I'm just not that girl at all so i hope for the best of the best .

love rose

ps. don't dream walk me at all when the time comes then you'll know  love ya!

And that's when i knew who did this Belikov and lissa ohhh i can feel spirit's darkness come to me and did i cry yes but these are angry tear hate tear i just wanted to rip of Belikov's head and then lissa head oh their dead meat. wait till i get my hand on them they are so dead.

Epov 

When Adrian came to me and gave me this letter I was just confused I didn't know what it was or what for but what i did see was tears coming down Adrian's face and i knew the would end very badly so that's when I decided to read it:

Dear Eddie when you get this this mean i left court don't come looking for me please at all you will always be my brother take care of lissa for me.

love your sister Rose

I knew something was up that day i saw rose ran from the church well now i know wow who ever did this is going to be dead meat to Adrian wow he's got it bad.