Konada

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Me: *in the kitchen cooking* *rinsing off broccoli* what the? *Looks outside the window above the sink* Konada?

Konada: *outside leaned against a tree singing*

"Lately, I'm drowning my pain with a bottle and Mary Jane. No matter what I take, I feel the same. I been bound by these shackles and chains. A man of convictions, damn these addictions. Just can't be tamed. So lately, I'm drowning my pain with a bottle and Mary Jane.

Coming down a back road, a cloud of fat smoke rolling out my window. Even though I'm damaged, I'm standing on all ten toes. I'm lost, where I should go from here, I don't know. Eyes gloss but the pain on my face, I won't show.

A prisoner inside my mind, I can't get out of here. I don't know why I ignore signs when they're so loud and clear.
Lately, I'm drowning my pain with a bottle and Mary Jane. No matter what I take, I feel the same I been bound by these shackles and chains. A man of convictions, damn these addictions. Just can't be tamed. So lately, I'm drowning my pain with a bottle and Mary Jane.

No one else to turn to so I burn through another bag of pine. Courage is a virtue, it refers to this life of mine. I could drink a fifth of liquor and feel like I'm fine. I know even then, I'd never be satisfied.

I cannot pay the bills, pop a couple pills, and just get by. Wouldn't change the pain I feel. Seeing tears spill out my daughter's eyes. So I pop the top on this bottle and pour it on ice. When I'm wrong is the only time I feel right.

Lately, I'm drowning my pain with a bottle and Mary Jane. No matter what I take, I feel the same. I been bound by these shackles and chains. A man of convictions, damn these addictions. Just can't be tamed. So lately, I'm drowning my pain with a bottle and Mary Jane."

Me: *cries a little* Konada....

Konada: *notices* oh shit *comes inside.*

Me: *tries not to cry*

Konada: *heads to my room*

Pavi: what's wrong with him?

Me: I don't know, what I do know is that bottle.

Pavi: alcoholic?

Me: he's gotten a lot better thanks to sapphire but that brand he always called that his 'depression juice'

Pavi: damn

Me: yea, I wonder what it is this time

Pavi: this time?

Me: ever since I've met him he's been struggling with depression, PTSD and alcohol. At one time he did cocaine.

Pavi: so why did he go to your room?

Me: it's a safe space for those I care about have no idea how but I'm not gonna argue.

*Time skip*

Me: *goes into my room* what's wrong?

Konada: nothing

Me: bullshit, I've known you since I was 11. And this bottle only proves it more.

Konada: why did I have to marry a lawyer

Me: what's wrong

Konada: *turns away*

Me: babe... Why did you turn away

Konada:.......

Me: *makes him face me* holy *sees a black eye

*Background* konada: don't you dare

Jk watch desert island story x all you need to know is this

Abusive parents
PTSD from damn near drowning all throughout his life
No one being there for most of his life
Lost the only positive father figure he ever had at a young age
Again just watch desert island story x

*End background*

Me: what in the hell who did this

Konada: that's not all *takes off shirt* *more bruises*

Me: baby...

Konada: I'll give you a hint, gut punched with the but of a gun

Me: I'm killing that son of a bitch!

Me: I'm killing that son of a bitch!

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Me: *grabs the phone*

Konada: babe no

Me: konada this has got to stop. First the initial incident (aka desert island story x itself) second him actually forcing you to rape and making you exhausted in the process. And now this, I love you babe ibuki is the embodiment of your parents.

Konada:.....

Me: *calls ibuki*

Konada: you have him on speed dial?

Me: hey when you need to kick ass you need to kick ass

Ibuki: well hello Ayla

Me: cut the crap we need to talk now!

Ibuki: well you already know what I want

Me: I know, me I was the one girl you never got to stick into

Ibuki: you know meet me at the spot of your first heartbreak with him

Me: nice try

Ibuki: then I guess your pretty daughter will have to do.

Me:KEEP YOUR FILTHY HANDS OFF HER!

Ibuki: then meet me there. And I don't like to wait. *Hangs up*

Konada: your not actually going to go.

Me: well kinda have to I'm not risking our daughter.

*Time skip*

Konada: how'd it go

Me: let's just say he won't be able to walk for a while.

Konada: what about Sapphire?

Me: checked on her she's safe and in her room.

Konada: good. Come on let's get to bed, were both tired.

Me: alright fine.

*Insert grandpa rant and resurrection of only positive figure in his life*

*Grandpa meets great granddaughter and me and goes to bed in one of many spare rooms cause CHILDREN!!!!*

Konada: thanks babe, I needed that

Me: no problem babe.

*Cuddles to sleep*





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