"Studying"

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Yaoyorozu's Pov

The two have studied about mental disorders such as PTSD and depression, but they've gotten to the eating disorder part of the study session.

Fuck. I'm sweating. A lot.
...
Iida... Iida is sweating also. He's grabbing the table so hard that his knuckles are white.

"Maybe we should take a break." They both say, at the same time.

Iida's Pov

Im scared, no, I'm terrified of what she might think of me. She... she's worried too, she's all sweaty. Are we both...

"So." Yaoyorozu says. "Are we gonna talk about why we're both hesitant to study this?"

Iida's heart drops to his stomach, but he builds up the courage to say, "depends on whether you're comfortable with talking about it or not."

Momo sighed. "Who would be?" She asked "Probably not me.. but if I can understand someone's troubles, and they can understand mine," he sighed,  "there's no way I could turn down talking to them."

Momo then said something that shattered Iida's already hurt heart, "all I wanted to do was lose a little weight, (hic) so I could be a better h- (hic) hero!I d-didn't want it to get this (hic) bad!"

Momo threw her arms around Tenya, he flinched when she accidentally touched his arm, but he let her cry into his shoulder.

"P-please, t-talk about y-your own problem. I wa-want to listen." Momo said, still crying.

It wouldn't hurt to tell her just the eating part. I won't say anything about her hitting me, me cutting myself, or... that.

"O-okay" Iida tried his best to prepare himself, "my mom" he let out a shaky breath, holding back tears, "she... she- she called me things like fatass and told me to starve myself" he let out another shaky breath, "I listened to her, because she was my mother I guess, and n-now I- you know..."

Pathetic

That's a new word

You told one of your problems to this girl, and guess what? It's on her shoulders now as well.

You're right

Pathetic.

"That's straight out mental abuse! I'm pretty sure that's illegal!" Momo said, concerned. Iida lifted his glasses to wipe the tears he refused to let fall.

"I'm so sorry!" One of the things Iida has always hated is when people apologize for something they didn't do. "Don't apologize. It's not your fault." Iida said, loosening the tight grip he didn't even realize he had around Momo.

"I was thinking of trying to eat somewhat of a lunch tomorrow, would you like to join me?" Momo asked.

"I can at least try."

BING!

Its Midoriya. He's trying to facetime Iida.

"W-what the-? Why is he facetiming me?" "I don't know, you should answer"

"Iida! Yaoyorozu..? Anyway I think somethings up with Kacchan... he's not coming out of his house lately!" "That's concerning. I'm not in a situation where I can talk lo-" Iida was cut off, "actually, he's in a worse mood than usual"

Bakugou's Pov

The one and only Katsuki Bakugou, the one known for being tough and egotistical, is sitting in his room with his face in his knees, silently sobbing. He had locked himself in his room as soon as he got home.

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