A Beautiful, Terrible Thing (Bucky x Reader Royal Au)

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Y/n laid in a soft bed for the first time in months, she crawled out from under the blanket he feet passed where the moon light shone on her bare feet as she passed the window her heart pounded in her ears as she wrote the last letter, she'd ever  send to James, shame and weakness washed over her body as she did so.

James,

I write this last letter to you in pain and shame, I must tell you that our child has been killed with in the one place they should have been the most safe in all of their short-lived life, next I must tell you that I have surrendered myself to Hydrana I cannot explain the horrors they had inflicted upon me I know I am weak and should be ashamed and I am, therefore I am giving up my place as your queen, find someone else to rule beside you someone stronger, someone who can protect her children, I cannot say this, but I will, I love you more than almost anything James you've been more family to me than my own parents, and I am sorry.

-Y/n

Tear drops stained the paper, before James read it and then more stained it he threw the desk in his chambers across the room papers including the letter littered the room, he let his anger and sadness take over his body and he destroyed the chamber, there was a knock at the door then it pushed open without even getting a response from the man inside. "I found an modern accurate map of Hydra-." Wanda then looked up. "What did you do?" She looked around horrified.

"Go I do not wish to see anyone I want to be alone." His voice was deeper than normal.

She looked up at him. "You once told me that Y/-"
"Don't say her name." His teeth clenched so tight it was like metal was making them stay together.

"Y/n, needed her friend in a moment like this I will not just sit and let you push-" Wanda was cut off by James pushing her rough against a wall, his hand against her throat. "Don't do this." Her voice was strained.

The door then was pushed open and Steve rushed in he pulled James off of the girl. "Go!" The captain yelled, he shoved James onto the bed. "What The Hell Are You Doing!" The captain yelled in the king's face. "This looks like a temper tantrum of a child who doesn't get there way we need a king not a child, Y/n needs a king not a child."

"You want to tell me that I have done something wrong look at the letter." James told the other man.

The blond man picked up the paper that his king pointed to and read through it. "She was with child?" Steve asked the king nodded a solum look on his face. Then the door opened again, and Aron walked in he looked around his fetchers showing pure fear he ran out of the room know it was not the time.

"She wants me to forget about her as if she was nothing Steve." James cried.

Steve looked to the ground never in his years of knowing Bucky did he cry. "Tony needs to see this." Bucky sat on the edge of the bed staring at nothing, then the door opened again.

"Aron told me something is wrong." Tony said then he looked around the room. "What happened?" Steve handed him the Paper.

Y/n was dressed by her new lady she was older than Yelena, she had lighter blond hair and mole above the right part of her lip. She pulled on the large red  on the woman's body then she added black  and a black  her  was done in an intricate style the door opened Brock walked it he practically shooed the lady away Y/n's eyes settled to the ground the man smirked. "Good your learning, are you ready to be a real queen?"

"Yes." Her words were quiet.

"Good." He held his elbow out to her, and she took it he led her out to a large balcony that sat pointing towards a large crowd of people, Y/n gasped seeing how shrivel they all looked they were malnourished and frail. "Shh." He hushed.