Memories That Won't Fade

The End

Ijja

It's true that life is sometimes unfair, but how could you be like it too?

You're so unfair, how could you do this to me?

You said you'll always be by my side, but why did you left?

The moment I opened my eyes, I never knew that I'll feel like a new born again. Hindi naman lahat ng memories ko nawala, pero ang laking bagay pa rin.

Limang taon ang nalimutan ko, kaya nang madaanan ka ng aking mga mata, hindi kita binigyang pansin. Hindi kita kilala.

Everything is shocking to me, my body is also adjusting because of months of  being bedridden.

Sabi mo kaibigan kita, kaya naniwala ako dahil baka nga hindi lang kita maalala. I got curious in your actions, but I set it aside because I think that maybe you're just weird.

Everytime I look at you, mukhang gustong-gusto mong tumakbo papunta sa 'kin at yakapin ako. Weird nga, kasi pakiramdam ko lagi kang nakatitig sa 'kin kahit hindi ako nakatingin.

It should give me creeps, but it didn't. Actually it felt nice being taken care by you. Parang natural lang, parang lagi mo ng ginagawa para sa 'kin. Again, I set it aside kasi nga sabi mo magkaibigan tayo, so it's natural that you'll take care of your sick friend.

The moment I heard that you are not just my friend, I felt so sad for you. I can't imagine how you felt when I'm still in coma, fighting for my life, and then when I woke up, I forgot about you.

I felt so sorry that's why I distanced my self. I don't know how to act. I've realized that you always compromise your life just to be with me.

It's not that easy because you're a celebrity, busy with works and projects. But then since I woke up, there's not a day that I don't see you.

Sa paraang 'yon naramdaman ko kung gaano ako ka espesyal para sa 'yo. Sinubukan kong alalahanin ka, tayo. Masaya ako na hinahayaan mo kong maalala ang mga memorya ko nang hindi ako minamadali. Sa totoo lang nakakatawa ka pa nga minsan dahil feeling mo isa akong babasagin na unting kibot, mababasag na.

I enjoyed every moment with you while helping me gain back my memories. Pakiramdam ko, gumagawa tayo ng bagong memorya na magkasama.

Awkward noong una, pero kalaunan tinuring na rin kitang kaibigan. Parang kinilala lang kita sa pangalawang pagkakataon.

The time you said you'll be busy because of your world tour, pakiramdam ko gusto kitang ipagdamot. Nasanay na ako na andyan ka lagi sa tabi ko. Minsan kahit gabi lang kita nakikita, nakokompleto na ang araw ko. Parang may kulang kasi kung di ka bibisita sa bahay.

You are hesitating to go, but I said you have to give back to your fans. You also want to do it for them because they are the one's who comforted you while you're having a hard time with our situation.

You're world tour happened in five months. I am so happy and proud of you. That time, I also got to gained my memories back. Memories where it's all about you. Memories untill the accident happened.

I got hospitalized when that happened but we didn't tell you, kasi alam naming uuwi ka panigurado. My body and brain got shocked but in two days, I got discharged so it's not a problem.

I didn't want to tell you this when we are having a video chat because I want to tell you personally. I am so excited when you finally finished your tour. It means you're coming back, you're coming home.

"I miss you, you don't have to fetch me at the airport. There's a lot of media" you said, we were having a video chat while you're on your way to the airport for your flight.