Hollywood life 4: temptations running wild

The talk

I decided enough is enough at least for my own sake. I'm going to have a sit down with lala and have an adult conversation with her about how everything went down between us. We won't get back what we once had as far as our friendship goes but i need to do this for myself. I walked into the restaurant to meet her first as I got a table. As I was sitting I was deciding if I should get a drink but I decided against it because I need to be clear headed when I get my point across. I see lala come in as I drink my water. "Hello." She said. "Hello." I said as she sat down. "You look nice." She said. "Thank you you do too." I said as the waitress brings water. "How's ocean?" I asked. "Growing she's getting big as the day goes on." She said. "She's precious." I said. There was this awkwardness between us and I'm like when is one of us gonna break the ice? "So I was thinking about you and Jimmy the other day. When I heard he requested a trade instantly I thought about you and how you were feeling." She said. "I've know about him requesting the trade he didn't keep me out of the loop. He's told me everything." I said. "What happened to Us?" Lala said as we both started tearing up. "I don't know." I said sniffling. "I miss our friendship." Lala said as I dried my face. The minute she said that I was missing it but I don't miss it. "Are you being sincere when that?" I asked. "I have to ask because we have been on this ride since 2015. Before you got on vanderpump rules you were my best friend. I went against my group of friends for you and you treated me like I wasn't shit having the whores you work with disrespecting me when half of them can't even talk about me." I said as lala dried her face. "You are right." She said. "What made you so comfortable to talk about me to them bitches?" I said drying my face. "I will admit I was wrong talking to you about them." She said. I feel like we are making progress cause if we did this for tv they would make me the bad guy. "It wasn't right that I talked about jimmy either. He's a great guy for you. The reason why I talked bad about him was because of my situation with my baby father." She said. "Why were so mad that I was friends with Randal after your breakup?" I asked. "He was me and GG's friend before he even got with you." I said. "I felt like you were choosing sides." She said. "Honestly Randal was there for me more when I first got to LA after I escaped my domestic violence stuff." I said. "It wasn't even a matter of choosing sides you and I wernt in good terms when I was coolin and vibing with him." I said. "While we are on Exs. Why did you think it was ok to sleep with my ex knowing he's a fucking piece of shit? You knew what I went though with him." I said as lala sighed heavy crying. "There many reason but the main reason was revenge." Lala said as I rolled my eyes. "You really thought you did something by sleeping him. He talked about me to you. Talking about how much of a bad person I am and you took the bait. You spead your legs like butter for him and he got you." I said. Truth be told I wasn't mad because that's what Michael does. Manipulating women that he knows he can't have

After talking for about 3 hours, lala and I aired out our issues with each other when she hits me with the line any person is tired of hearing: "where do we go from here?" Lala said. I look at her and I don't see the person that I used to call my sister. She used to be homie now she act like she don't know me. "I don't think we will ever be friends again." I said looking at her and she started crying. "I can't continue to be your friend if your going to do this crap to me me over and over again lala." I said as she cried. Her tears wernt moving me to hug her. I've grown numb over this situation and I can't continue to be around someone who doesn't wish me well ISN'T elevating her life and wishes harm on people around her. I got up from the table as she sat there crying. I walk to the valet to get my car not feeling hate in my heart.