Hollywood life 4: temptations running wild

Sexual Insecurities

I know this may come as a shock to y'all but I used to never be as sexual as I am today. I was a quiet girl who went though a lot of trauma in previous relationships and I've always been scared to open myself up sexually to another man or woman. When I was with Nikki, I felt so free around her plus it helped that she had big old perky titties and the mouth of a goddess. I remember that night like it was yesterday. Nikki and I were watching tv in her guest room I was being raw and emotional with her about everything that was going on in my life at that time. Keep in mind this was 2015, Nikki had not fully come out about her bi sexuality and I was open about mine. She cuddled close to me as we watch tv aimlessly as she kissed my neck softly. I wanted to push her away but something felt right in that moment. She reached into my underwear started fingering me as I moaned against her wet lips. "Don't hide it baby." She moaned as I looked in her eyes moaning almost as if I smoked a blunt. "Nikki no." I moaned. "What if we get caught?" I moaned. "We won't baby just enjoy it." She moaned as she slid down my underwear even further. Nikki climbs on top of me as we continue making out. She made her way down to my warm wet vagina as I moaned feeling her hot breath. "Oh god." I moaned as Nikki started eating me like a buffet. I laid there as Nikki continued loving on me a hot moaning mess about to squirt all over her 1K Versace sheets. After it was over, I laid there satisfied. I had never had a woman go down on me willingly. Usually I have to beg for it from men and half the time those fucks don't even do right or even wanna do it.

I suppose your wondering what all this has to do with me and jimmy well let me tell you. I was laying in bed with as he suggested for Valentine's Day we have a fuck fest. He wants to go all and I'm down for the idea but part of me feels like I can't measure up to his sexual prowess even tho I consider myself a sex goddess in my own right. I was laying in bed with jimmy making out him. "I can't wait until Valentine's Day." Jimmy moaned against my lips. "Me either daddy." I moaned as we continued making out. I pull away lips red as I look at him. "What's wrong baby?" Jimmy asked. "I appreciate that you wanna go all out sexual with me but." I said as he looked at me. "What baby tell me?" He said. "I feel like I can't measure up to you sexually." I said as he looked at me shocked. "Why do you feel like that?" He asked. "I don't know maybe because all the women you been with have been more free sexually and there's plain old me. I lost my virginity at 23." I said. "Awww baby." He said holding my hand. "I just don't want to disappoint you." I said. "You won't disappoint me baby. You haven't in any way." He said. "I want you to be yourself in life and in the bedroom." Jimmy said as I looked at him. "You mean it?" I asked. "Of course I do snack cake." He said as I laughed. "I've been with a lot of women hell they didn't do half the shit you do. If anything I should be worrying about you killing me." Jimmy said as I laughed. "When I wanna know more about something I go all in." I said as he laughed. "I'm a nerd that way." I said as we laughed. "So tell me this." He asked. "Did that fuck fest with Evan's and hemsworth actually happen?" He asked. "Evan's yes hemsworth no. I made out with hemsworth felt his cock fully clothed fucked Evan's all over the hotel." I said as I noticed jimmy getting harder. "I thought you would be jealous about me getting busy with another man." I said. "Not at all. It's in the past." Jimmy said as I grabbed his head to make out with him.