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Chapter 11 - Regrets and Demon Cells (Mini Chapter)

[A week later: February]

POV Tanjiro

I gave missions to everyone while I sat on a cliff face while my hair was blowing in the wind and moonlight fell on the mask. I had a flask with a clear blue liquid in my hands, if I drink it, then my skin will react more painfully to the sun, but I will not burn out

Raising my head and looking at the moon, I thought why I live, why and for whom. I have already crossed the threshold of humanity by killing, even if it was justified by the future world, but still ... They suffered and I only caused more suffering, through my fault more than a hundred people died and most of them suffered before death ... I would have nothing I didn't feel if they were really bad people but.. you can't call them that, they had a normal life, friends, family... but then I came

I am increasingly wondering what is the meaning of life, in fact it is not. We live in a chaotic world where everyone has their own point of view and ideals, even if we take demons, we don't take revenge on the hurricane or the sea for the death of loved ones, and often we don't even care if some stranger died. If I had the choice to resurrect my family by sacrificing someone else's, then what would I choose ... I am also somewhat selfish, although I do not admit it ... . It seems I have already wondered if animals have their own feelings, and now I understand that we are the same animals.

Having made my choice, I pushed the mask aside and drank the contents of the flask in one gulp, then another, and another. In theory, everything should be fine with me because of the well-developed chakra circulation system, and if I suffer, I deserve it

Obito... Would you curse me for trusting me with your eye? You're dead anyway... Maybe you've felt the same way...

My thoughts were interrupted by the chirping of birds, looking around, I noticed that morning was already coming. As much as I would not like, but I have already lost my humanity

— [Kamui]

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 For the next three days, I writhed in unbearable pain in the kamui dimension, I drank too many demonic cells in addition to which the sharingan constantly resists them and tries to activate the mangekyo to get rid of the cells. I didn't drink or eat anything, which made me feel exhausted. After days of these tortures, I just lay still for a while and then used kamui and ended up by a random lake that was in my head at that time, it was daytime and the back of my head was unpleasantly hot but I didn't care and I drank some precious water. After drinking about half a liter, I calmed down and began to look around, now it was daytime, but fortunately no one was around

I got up and covered my hair with my hands, the sun is really not pleasant now but that's okay. To my surprise, I only now realized that I was not hungry, looking at my body with the help of mangekyo, I understood the reason. My body was now constantly collecting a small amount of natural chakra, just like Nezuko did, only on a much smaller scale, it seems to replace food for me and restore chakra. You will have to drink water so that the body does not dry out, and everything is fine, by the way, the mangekyo activated with less pain than usual, it seems that the sharingan protected itself from foreign cells, but at the same time using the new power of body regeneration, due to which the pain decreased

Five minutes later, I decided to check the regeneration itself and its speed, I cut a patch of skin on my arm about three centimeters and after 8 seconds it was already tightened. It's still too far from the demons, but unimaginable for a human.

People... I don't know who to call myself after what I did.. If I looked at myself from the past now, I would probably dismiss it as nonsense or think that I will go crazy in the future