collections

last tuesday night.

We need to talk, serious talk, Mads. Meet me after the game.

I read for the ninth time. I sighed, "Hoy, pangilan na iyan." I felt a hand wrapped around my neck I look up and saw Andrea, kaibigan ko. "Are you free later?" I asked. Nagsalubong ang kilay niya. "Himala nagaaya ka?" I rolled my eyes, parang ngayon lang ako nag aya ha.

"So... are you free?" I asked, she smirked and nodded her head. "Kelan ba ako nagging busy?" She laughed, proud pa ang gaga porke gala. "Saan ba lakad natin?" I sighed. "Laro nila." I said with my low voice. I'm kinda embarrased, you know...

At first she was confused but seconds later a creepy smile appeared in her face. She nudge my shoulders and poke the side of my waist, teasing me. Iniwas ko ang tingin ko para hindi niya mapansin ang pamumula ng pisnge ko.

"ikaw ha, kelan ka pa natuto lumandi?" I glared at her. "Hindi ah! Manonood lang tayo! Tyaka hindi naman siya pinunta ko don,"pag dedeny ko but andrea know me too well. "okay... sabi mo eh," she said with a bright smile on her face, teasing me still. I rolled my eyes at nagpatuloy sa pag scroll sakin phone but it only takes second to break the silence. \

"Hindi mo ata inaya si Ella? You two good?" umiling ako. After what I did to her, I don't think we will be okay. I gave her a small smile at umiling, "Kahit naman hindi natin ayain yon andon yon. She never miss a game," at isa pa siya ang maglalaro.

She nods her head pero kita ko parin ang pagaalala sa mukha niya. I can feel that she wants to say something pero pinili na niya lang tumahimik. I feel down for a moment.

It will be hard to put the pieces back together after ruining us.

her.

I don't think will be able to go back to the way we use too.

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I didn't know choosing an outfit can be this hard! I use to wear whatever's available or anything but now... I groaned. I don't want to overdress but I don't want to look plain either. Shit. I grab my phone from the bed and tried to dial andrea's phone but I got no answer.

I rolled my eyes. Whatever.

In the end I choose not overdo it. Black highwaist pants and a plain shirt partnered with black ankle knee converse. Very basic and me. I run downstairs and kiss mom goodbye before heading outside.

"Libre mo pamasahe ko ha?" Andrea whispered habang nag-aabang kami ng jeep. I rolled my eyes. "Wala ka bang dalang pera?" she nod. I sighed, what do I expect? Nang makasakay kami sa jeep ako nga ang nagbayad.

We were outside the gym when my feet felt heavy. Parang ayoko na lang tumuloy. I was scared, hella scared. Naramdaman ata ni Andrea na hindi ako nakasunod sa kanya kaya napahinto siya at nilingon ako.

She gave me a 'tara na' look. I nod and run towards her. Andito na ako ngayon pa ba ako aatras? I held her shoulders tight at hinayaan ko siyang mauna. Nakaramdam ako ng hiya ng pumwesto kami sa harapan malapit sa kanila.

I pinched her shoulders and hide my face from her back and whispered, "bakit dito pa tayo pumwesto? Nakakahiya." I told her. She just laugh at tumayo na kinalaki ng mata ko. The next thing I knew she was shouting his name!

All attention goes to us.

Shit. Dapat talaga hindi ko na lang siya sinama o hindi na lang ako nagpunta, mas better. I was covering my face when I felt that familiar scent. Shit, His here! infront of me! I can see his basketball shoes.

"aray!" I half yelled. Pinitik ba naman ang noo ko.Nawala ata ang kahihiyan ko sa katawan. I got to meet his eyes and glared. Tumawa lang siya at umupo sa tabi ko. He grabbed my hand and caress it. "Hoy!" I said out of shock.