The COUSINS

Part 5

*photos in media: pasha

Chy

The car ride back was an awkward silence. When we pulled back up to the house people was still there. It was around 3 something. When I walked in everyone kept asking what happened but it was none of their business so I lied & said nothing & kept it moving. I laid in my bed & dozed off until Khy walked in with Fredo behind her.

"Wassup Khy, why we in here." Fredo chuckled.

"Tell him Chy." Khy said to me ,

"It's not the time." I said as I pulled the covers over my face.

"When cause it's only gonna get bigger & bigger." Khy said,

"What you mean ? Bigger." Fredo said giving Khy a creepy look.

Khy put her hand on her hip & bucked her eyes at me. I started to speak but pasha knocked on the door.

"Hey I don't mean to sound rude but what's going on." She said with a nervous giggle.

Fredo gave me a lil smirk. "That's what I'm trynna see" he said.

I didn't say anything I was already feeling embarrassed. Khy looked at me & rolled her eyes which pissed me Tf off.

"Okay fuck it!" I said as I laid in bed.

"I'm pregnant," I said nonchalantly

"Okay so why is he in here tho." Pasha said.

"It's his baby common sense." I added.

Pasha looked up at him. "Furreal Fredo?"

"Idk , I mean I did smash. But me & her go talk about this later." He said.

& sure enough we did 2 weeks later. I haven't talked to him since then. I've been at school , at work & sleep. But today is my off day. & I laid in my bed drinking smoothies & eating chips. While I was watching Martin this nigga Fredo walk in my room & kick off his shoes & lay next to me. He kissed me on my neck but I whiped it off.

"What do you want Fredo." I said bluntly

"None but uhh , if I give you the money , can you get an abortion or something?" He said as he gave me an evil look.

"I don't need your money, I'll do it tho." I said .

I'm not the type to try to force someone to be a father, but the thought of being a mom seemed sweet.

I called for my appointment but they set me up for a whole month later. Like wtf. I tried to ignore the fact that I was pregnant so I wouldn't get attached. I didn't take no prenatal pills no nothing. It's now March, I'm 3 months. & im sitting in this doctors office waiting on them to call my name.

"Cheyenne Salazar." The doctor said.

I got up & laid on the table while the nurse made me take another test after the test they gave me an ultrasound just to make sure. I heard the lil heart beat & tears began to roll from my eyes. But I didn't care. I then looked up & seen my lil fetus moving its arms & legs. I sat there & thought about it I hopped up so fast & stormed out in tears. I couldn't do my baby like that , FUCK FREDO ! I can do this on my own. Instead of getting an abortion I started my prenatal care.

When I got back home Fredo was in my room.

"Fuck is you doing in here." I said.

"Nothing." He said

"You do it.?" He added.

"Yep." I said.

My bags fell as I tried to plop on my bed making everything fall out. Fredo quickly grabbed an ultra sound.